went vivocity with uncle ziwei today and he treated me to movie. (: YAYY! then we realised today's hari raya puasa so too bad he had to pay more.HAHA.watched the prestige.
MUST MUST WATCH! IT'S A DAMN GOOD SHOW I SWEAR. :D
but it is not highly recommended to slow people like ng ziwei who didn't really get it and needed intellectual people like me to explain to him.HAHA.basically the show keeps you thinking all the time.don't mind watching it again. (: oh and hugh jackman is HOT so that's another plus point. (:
shopped for a short while after the movie and managed to get a cheap shirt from forever 21. (: accompanied him to bras basah complex to get some stencils stuff then went macs to eat and talk and talk and more talking.haha.
basically had a good day.yep.
okay.back to prison break. (:
toodles!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
WHAT
001. what bothers you right now?
many many things
002. what is your favorite month of the year?
sweet november (:
003. what was your dream last night?
i got killed in a car accident.
004. what is your greatest fear?
losing my loved ones
005. what was the best thing that happened to you this week?
i managed to get promoted (:
006. what are you planning to do this weekend?
haha.it's the end of the weekend now? just had pw meeting.
007. what can you promise to the one you love the most?
i will always love him no matter what happens.yup.
008. what will you wish for if you had a genie?
adam brody! :D
WHO
009. who is the one you're thinking of right now?
sadly him.it's always him.ARGH.
010. who do you run to when you're down?
God, cheryl, boon and ziwei
011. who are the most influential people in your life right now?
my friends? i've no idea.
012. who was the last person you went out with?
christy, lalee and panty (:
013. who will you call/text later?
whoever who calls or msg me? :/
014. who completes your day?
God
015. who do you want to talk to right now?
him.i want to hear his voice.
WHEN
016. when will you take a bath?
morning and evening
017. when will you watch a movie?
as and when i feel like it? this is retarded. :/
018. when was the first time you fell in love?
hmm...when i was sec 3 i guess.
019. when was the last time you went out with your friends?
today
020. when was the last time you said "i love you" ?
i can't remember.it's been a while since i last said it.
021. when was the last time you read a book?
HAHA.just?
022. when was the last time you asked for help?
ermm...i don't know.
023. when was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?
HAHA.
024. when did you last receive a gift?
can't remember
025. do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex?
not really
026. do you get jealous easily?
nope
OTHERS
027. any people in love with you right now?
how would i know? but i highly doubt so.
028. want to get married?
yupp
029. are you serious when it comes to relationships?
DUHH? i'm dead serious.
030. are you afraid of commitments?
nah
031. do actions speak louder than words?
yeah usually
032. how can you tell if a person loves you?
you can't tell but you can feel.yeah.
033. are you good in handling relationships?
haha.i don't know.
034. are you willing to give everything?
it depends.
035. do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you?
no? don't be stupid.i love him for who he is.yup.
036. would you let go of someone you love?
yeah.if that makes him happy.
037. most important ingredient in a relationship?
love, trust, communication, patience? either one.
038. one thing you like about love?
the feeling of loving and being loved at the same time
039. worst thing you did to a loved one?
don't want to talk about it
040. is your heart broken, beating, or taken?
broken but still beating.in the process of healing i hope.
001. what bothers you right now?
many many things
002. what is your favorite month of the year?
sweet november (:
003. what was your dream last night?
i got killed in a car accident.
004. what is your greatest fear?
losing my loved ones
005. what was the best thing that happened to you this week?
i managed to get promoted (:
006. what are you planning to do this weekend?
haha.it's the end of the weekend now? just had pw meeting.
007. what can you promise to the one you love the most?
i will always love him no matter what happens.yup.
008. what will you wish for if you had a genie?
adam brody! :D
WHO
009. who is the one you're thinking of right now?
sadly him.it's always him.ARGH.
010. who do you run to when you're down?
God, cheryl, boon and ziwei
011. who are the most influential people in your life right now?
my friends? i've no idea.
012. who was the last person you went out with?
christy, lalee and panty (:
013. who will you call/text later?
whoever who calls or msg me? :/
014. who completes your day?
God
015. who do you want to talk to right now?
him.i want to hear his voice.
WHEN
016. when will you take a bath?
morning and evening
017. when will you watch a movie?
as and when i feel like it? this is retarded. :/
018. when was the first time you fell in love?
hmm...when i was sec 3 i guess.
019. when was the last time you went out with your friends?
today
020. when was the last time you said "i love you" ?
i can't remember.it's been a while since i last said it.
021. when was the last time you read a book?
HAHA.just?
022. when was the last time you asked for help?
ermm...i don't know.
023. when was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?
HAHA.
024. when did you last receive a gift?
can't remember
025. do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex?
not really
026. do you get jealous easily?
nope
OTHERS
027. any people in love with you right now?
how would i know? but i highly doubt so.
028. want to get married?
yupp
029. are you serious when it comes to relationships?
DUHH? i'm dead serious.
030. are you afraid of commitments?
nah
031. do actions speak louder than words?
yeah usually
032. how can you tell if a person loves you?
you can't tell but you can feel.yeah.
033. are you good in handling relationships?
haha.i don't know.
034. are you willing to give everything?
it depends.
035. do you demand your loved one to change into something that pleases you?
no? don't be stupid.i love him for who he is.yup.
036. would you let go of someone you love?
yeah.if that makes him happy.
037. most important ingredient in a relationship?
love, trust, communication, patience? either one.
038. one thing you like about love?
the feeling of loving and being loved at the same time
039. worst thing you did to a loved one?
don't want to talk about it
040. is your heart broken, beating, or taken?
broken but still beating.in the process of healing i hope.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
i want to run away.
away from this fucked up life i'm living.
The Good Kind-The Wreckers
Do you want to run away together
I would say it was your best line ever
Too bad I fell for it
And I walked alone
Waiting for you to come along
Take my tortured heart by the hand
And write me off
Do you know I cry
Do you know I die
Do you know I cry
And it's not the good kind
You forced me to become strong
When I just craved being weak
And you think you know
And I would like to think so
But do you know that when you go
I fall apart
I'm tired of hiding
Behind these lying eyes
I'm tired of this smile
That even I don't recognize
away from this fucked up life i'm living.
The Good Kind-The Wreckers
Do you want to run away together
I would say it was your best line ever
Too bad I fell for it
And I walked alone
Waiting for you to come along
Take my tortured heart by the hand
And write me off
Do you know I cry
Do you know I die
Do you know I cry
And it's not the good kind
You forced me to become strong
When I just craved being weak
And you think you know
And I would like to think so
But do you know that when you go
I fall apart
I'm tired of hiding
Behind these lying eyes
I'm tired of this smile
That even I don't recognize
Friday, October 20, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DON!! :D
these days i'm just too lazy to blog. :/
anyway finally managed to catch up with hong chin.talked about all my problems and his too though he doesn't have much.haha.then we realised we're quite alike which explains why it's easier to understand each other. (: felt better after talking.yupyup.
i think i'm suffering from insomnia. :(
i hate my eyebags.
UGLY SHIT.
might go shopping with mummy at vivo tmr. :D
Promise-Matchbook Romance
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
these days i'm just too lazy to blog. :/
anyway finally managed to catch up with hong chin.talked about all my problems and his too though he doesn't have much.haha.then we realised we're quite alike which explains why it's easier to understand each other. (: felt better after talking.yupyup.
i think i'm suffering from insomnia. :(
i hate my eyebags.
UGLY SHIT.
might go shopping with mummy at vivo tmr. :D
Promise-Matchbook Romance
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
for the very first time, cheryl and i prayed for each other today and i thank God for answering our prayers. (: we passed our h1 and even though it's still not enough for me to get promoted, at least there is a higher chance now.almost cried when she's praying for me because i'm super touched by her.haha. (: CHERYL ANG...if you're reading this, i thank God for you and i love you LOADS and LOADS! :D
finished watching princess hours. :D yay! damn nice show.heh.cute and sweet.i love SHIN and YUL! addition to my most loved korean actors.HAHA. (:
oh ya.i got my prison break season 1 dvd alr.ting, you want to borrow just let me know ya? (:
You-The Afters
My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
I watch as the mountains fall down
And the rivers part at your feet
Your creation sings Your praise
Even wings obey and angels bow down
At Your beautiful voice
That's where I find God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Savior, You're my God
finished watching princess hours. :D yay! damn nice show.heh.cute and sweet.i love SHIN and YUL! addition to my most loved korean actors.HAHA. (:
oh ya.i got my prison break season 1 dvd alr.ting, you want to borrow just let me know ya? (:
You-The Afters
My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
I watch as the mountains fall down
And the rivers part at your feet
Your creation sings Your praise
Even wings obey and angels bow down
At Your beautiful voice
That's where I find God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Savior, You're my God
Saturday, October 14, 2006
141006
i don't know why it still hurts so much.
i really don't.
thought i had already moved on but there's always something that holds me back.
sigh.
i really don't.
thought i had already moved on but there's always something that holds me back.
sigh.
Friday, October 13, 2006
131006
FUG.
I AM PROBABLY GOING TO GET RETAINED.
i'm too depressed to blog.
Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I AM PROBABLY GOING TO GET RETAINED.
i'm too depressed to blog.
Your Guardian Angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Your Call-Secondhand Serenade
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4 ( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4 ( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Monday, October 09, 2006
guess what?
I'M FREE!!!! whee!!! =D
i'm happy beyond description. (: can watch all the dvds for all i want and SLACK SLACK SLACK! yayyyyyyyy! okay.i'm going nuts.haha. (:
anyway lit was fine.slightly towards the bad side but who cares? the point is it's OVER.haha.i want to enjoy life first before hell descends which is pretty soon.wednesday's the doom day.getting back my H2s. :/ God bless me.
so actually i'm left with only tmr to enjoy myself.oh yes.i've got no chinese mock so i do not have to go school.HAHAHA.life is good man.dang good. (: i take delight in people's misfortune.i'm a sadist shit but i can't help it.heh.
plans for tomorrow:
1. going queensway to shop with dawnnie though i'm really broke.
2. going library to borrow books with dawnnie.
3. going dawnnie's house to read all her trashy mags.
4. pussycat dolls and more pussycat dolls.dawnnie insists that i watch their videos cos' they damn hot.okay.whatever.haha.
so basically it's a date with dawnnie.just the two of us. (: i'm sure she's waiting in anticipation now.hahaha. (:
date today with ah yao, nut, joanne and dawnnie's GREAT! (: had a lot of fun.yupyup.went pepperlunch then vivocity then we just emo-ed and talked nonsense while watching the sea.(: vivocity's the next esplanade man.great place to hang out.there's almost everything there lah and forever 21 there is HUGE.bought a necklace from there today. (: but the best thing is it's so near my house! :D anyway i love you ppl LOADS! (:
TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS!
toodles! (:
I'M FREE!!!! whee!!! =D
i'm happy beyond description. (: can watch all the dvds for all i want and SLACK SLACK SLACK! yayyyyyyyy! okay.i'm going nuts.haha. (:
anyway lit was fine.slightly towards the bad side but who cares? the point is it's OVER.haha.i want to enjoy life first before hell descends which is pretty soon.wednesday's the doom day.getting back my H2s. :/ God bless me.
so actually i'm left with only tmr to enjoy myself.oh yes.i've got no chinese mock so i do not have to go school.HAHAHA.life is good man.dang good. (: i take delight in people's misfortune.i'm a sadist shit but i can't help it.heh.
plans for tomorrow:
1. going queensway to shop with dawnnie though i'm really broke.
2. going library to borrow books with dawnnie.
3. going dawnnie's house to read all her trashy mags.
4. pussycat dolls and more pussycat dolls.dawnnie insists that i watch their videos cos' they damn hot.okay.whatever.haha.
so basically it's a date with dawnnie.just the two of us. (: i'm sure she's waiting in anticipation now.hahaha. (:
date today with ah yao, nut, joanne and dawnnie's GREAT! (: had a lot of fun.yupyup.went pepperlunch then vivocity then we just emo-ed and talked nonsense while watching the sea.(: vivocity's the next esplanade man.great place to hang out.there's almost everything there lah and forever 21 there is HUGE.bought a necklace from there today. (: but the best thing is it's so near my house! :D anyway i love you ppl LOADS! (:
TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS TECKJIN ROCKS!
toodles! (:
Sunday, October 08, 2006
081006
i'm done with the oc finally.season 3's rather grim.sad sad sad. ):
last paper tmr and i'll be liberated. (: have a date with lovely nut, yueqi, dawnnie and joanne.woohoo! can't wait to see them! miss them loads. :D
awake-secondhand serenade
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,
That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything
last paper tmr and i'll be liberated. (: have a date with lovely nut, yueqi, dawnnie and joanne.woohoo! can't wait to see them! miss them loads. :D
awake-secondhand serenade
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,
That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything
Friday, October 06, 2006
061006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REN!! :D
i think my mom and bro are very cute. (:
anyway today's haze is damn bad.the air is so polluted i could hardly breathe. x(
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i think my mom and bro are very cute. (:
anyway today's haze is damn bad.the air is so polluted i could hardly breathe. x(
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eve, the apple of my eye-bell x1
You left it, I sent it
I want it back
You left it, I sent it
I want it back
If I had you here, I'd clip your wings
Snap you up and leave you sprawling on my pin
This plan of mine is oh so very lame
Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains
You left, I died,
I went and you cried
You came, I think
But I never really know
I've served my time
I've watched you climb
The wrong incline
But what do I know
Accept it, Don't let it
Turn the screw
Accept it, And let it
Scream back at you
Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share
Is the same sky
These empty metaphors
They're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains
In the garden Snake was a charmin'
And Eve said let's give it a try
Now lead us not into temptation
But no matter how hard I try
When in the garden and
Snake is a charmin'
And Eve says let's give it a try
Eve is the apple of my eye
And I lie behind you
And a cradle you in the palm of me
And I pat your hair down
I think will we sink or swim?
'Cause we could do either on a whim
i love this song (:
You left it, I sent it
I want it back
You left it, I sent it
I want it back
If I had you here, I'd clip your wings
Snap you up and leave you sprawling on my pin
This plan of mine is oh so very lame
Can't you see the grass is greener where it rains
You left, I died,
I went and you cried
You came, I think
But I never really know
I've served my time
I've watched you climb
The wrong incline
But what do I know
Accept it, Don't let it
Turn the screw
Accept it, And let it
Scream back at you
Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share
Is the same sky
These empty metaphors
They're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains
In the garden Snake was a charmin'
And Eve said let's give it a try
Now lead us not into temptation
But no matter how hard I try
When in the garden and
Snake is a charmin'
And Eve says let's give it a try
Eve is the apple of my eye
And I lie behind you
And a cradle you in the palm of me
And I pat your hair down
I think will we sink or swim?
'Cause we could do either on a whim
i love this song (:
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
041006
SHIT.MY HAIR IS TOTALLY SCREWED.it's damn short and i look really retarded. ):
don't feel like going school tmr.i should just hide at home and watch all my dvds.not a bad idea afterall.i can't face the world with my hair like that. ):
don't feel like going school tmr.i should just hide at home and watch all my dvds.not a bad idea afterall.i can't face the world with my hair like that. ):
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
made my first visit to national skin centre today.haha.cheryl ang had an appointment and since i've got nothing much to do, i accompanied her.wahh.the consultation fees was nuts.the doctor didn't even say much and you'd have to pay $40-$60? so i asked cheryl to ask the doctor how much does his "hello please take a seat" cost.HAHA.i was just being retarded. (:
yay! got new shows to watch. :D
1. the break-up
2. pirates of the caribbean 2
3. brokeback mountain
thanks to cheryl.wheee! i love her! :D
now you know why i love my family? cos' we're all NUTS! (: haha.i've got a hilarious family. (: i looked retarded so i'm not posting my picture up.HEH.
yay! got new shows to watch. :D
1. the break-up
2. pirates of the caribbean 2
3. brokeback mountain
thanks to cheryl.wheee! i love her! :D
now you know why i love my family? cos' we're all NUTS! (: haha.i've got a hilarious family. (: i looked retarded so i'm not posting my picture up.HEH.
Monday, October 02, 2006
koped from ting (:
Seven things that scare me:
1. losing my loved ones
2. getting retained
3. cockroaches
4. going to hell
5. that my boobs will never grow.hi 5 ting.mine don't seem to be growing too ):
6. getting really obese judging at the rate i'm eating :/
7. not being accepted
Seven things I like the most about myself:
1. i'm usually happy.well at least i try to (:
2. my wonderful family :D
3. my lovely friends (:
4. my tiny handwriting.haha.
5. i move on quite easily.not that i want to but i have to because it makes life much easier.i don't really like to dwell in the past.
6. that i'm a christian and that i have God who loves me so much (:
7. that i am ME
Seven most important things in my room:
1. bed+pillow+bolster+blanket
2. handphone
3. aircon
4. phone charger
5. fan
6. mirror
7. bible
Seven random facts about me:
1. i am currently in love with adam brody :D
2. i don't comb my hair.
3. i am allergic to prawns.
4. i don't pack my bed unless my dad forces me to.
5. i sucked in maths.
6. my walls are pink.man i really want to repaint my room :(
7. i love to read (:
Seven things I would like to do before I die:
1. meet adam brody in person (:
2. read the whole bible once
3. share the gospel to my mom, dad and elder bro
4. travel aound the world
5. get married and have kids (:
6. tell my loved ones that i love them a lot
7. lose weight.be hot and tanned so that i can wear a bikini.HAHA.okay this is retarded.i have much more meaningful stuff to do :/
Seven things I can do:
1. breathe
2. laugh :D
3. smile (:
4. slack
5. eat
6. sleep
7. watch korean dramas for 24 hours
Seven things I can't do:
1. sleep for more than 12 hours
2. be angry for long
3. sit still
4. be really mean to people
5. become fairer
6. draw
7. fly
Seven things I say the most:
1. shit
2. this is damn irritating/annoying
3. asshole
4. oh my goodness...are you serious?
5. wah lao
6. you can just go knock your head against the wall
7. i don't know
Seven most favourite celebrities:
1. adam brody :D
2. jesse metcalfe
3. hugh jackman
4. mike shinoda
5. eva longoria
6. jessica alba
7. kate hudson/rachel bilson/sophia bush/heidi klum/giselle bundchen/jennifer aniston/mischa burton/jay chou/song seong hun/lee dong gun (anyone of them)
Seven people I would like to see do this:
anyone (:
___________________________________________________________________
Seven things that scare me:
1. losing my loved ones
2. getting retained
3. cockroaches
4. going to hell
5. that my boobs will never grow.hi 5 ting.mine don't seem to be growing too ):
6. getting really obese judging at the rate i'm eating :/
7. not being accepted
Seven things I like the most about myself:
1. i'm usually happy.well at least i try to (:
2. my wonderful family :D
3. my lovely friends (:
4. my tiny handwriting.haha.
5. i move on quite easily.not that i want to but i have to because it makes life much easier.i don't really like to dwell in the past.
6. that i'm a christian and that i have God who loves me so much (:
7. that i am ME
Seven most important things in my room:
1. bed+pillow+bolster+blanket
2. handphone
3. aircon
4. phone charger
5. fan
6. mirror
7. bible
Seven random facts about me:
1. i am currently in love with adam brody :D
2. i don't comb my hair.
3. i am allergic to prawns.
4. i don't pack my bed unless my dad forces me to.
5. i sucked in maths.
6. my walls are pink.man i really want to repaint my room :(
7. i love to read (:
Seven things I would like to do before I die:
1. meet adam brody in person (:
2. read the whole bible once
3. share the gospel to my mom, dad and elder bro
4. travel aound the world
5. get married and have kids (:
6. tell my loved ones that i love them a lot
7. lose weight.be hot and tanned so that i can wear a bikini.HAHA.okay this is retarded.i have much more meaningful stuff to do :/
Seven things I can do:
1. breathe
2. laugh :D
3. smile (:
4. slack
5. eat
6. sleep
7. watch korean dramas for 24 hours
Seven things I can't do:
1. sleep for more than 12 hours
2. be angry for long
3. sit still
4. be really mean to people
5. become fairer
6. draw
7. fly
Seven things I say the most:
1. shit
2. this is damn irritating/annoying
3. asshole
4. oh my goodness...are you serious?
5. wah lao
6. you can just go knock your head against the wall
7. i don't know
Seven most favourite celebrities:
1. adam brody :D
2. jesse metcalfe
3. hugh jackman
4. mike shinoda
5. eva longoria
6. jessica alba
7. kate hudson/rachel bilson/sophia bush/heidi klum/giselle bundchen/jennifer aniston/mischa burton/jay chou/song seong hun/lee dong gun (anyone of them)
Seven people I would like to see do this:
anyone (:
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081006
it's been eons ever since i've blogged.stoopid com crashed but thank God it's working again. (:
anyway i finally watched john tucker must die! :D the ending sucked.thought he would be with the kate girl but oh well JESSE METCALFE IS HOT STUFF. (: sizzling hot! throughout the whole show we're just oggling at his hot bod and he is damn cute.goofy goofy kind of cute (: our money is well spent i must say. (: HAHA.
i'm done with oc season one and two.starting season three (:
anyway i finally watched john tucker must die! :D the ending sucked.thought he would be with the kate girl but oh well JESSE METCALFE IS HOT STUFF. (: sizzling hot! throughout the whole show we're just oggling at his hot bod and he is damn cute.goofy goofy kind of cute (: our money is well spent i must say. (: HAHA.
i'm done with oc season one and two.starting season three (:
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
270906
i'm typing this at cheryl's house. (:
let see...maths paper sucked.sigh.i couldn't do the paper as expected and i am so freaking dead. ): God bless me.don't really want to think about it now cos' it'll only sadden me so think happy thoughts huixin...happy thoughts (:
at least i've cleared all my h2 exams! yay! :D i'm left with lit paper on 9 october.still got plenty of time to study.phew.so meanwhile i can SLACK.yes! (:
i'm a beeeg time slacker and that's probably what i do best. (:
oc...desperate housewives...princess hours...they are waiting for me.haha.vcds marathon! (: woohoo! i'm on cloud nine man.heh.
going prata house later to celebrate dearest boon's birthday.(:
toodles.
let see...maths paper sucked.sigh.i couldn't do the paper as expected and i am so freaking dead. ): God bless me.don't really want to think about it now cos' it'll only sadden me so think happy thoughts huixin...happy thoughts (:
at least i've cleared all my h2 exams! yay! :D i'm left with lit paper on 9 october.still got plenty of time to study.phew.so meanwhile i can SLACK.yes! (:
i'm a beeeg time slacker and that's probably what i do best. (:
oc...desperate housewives...princess hours...they are waiting for me.haha.vcds marathon! (: woohoo! i'm on cloud nine man.heh.
going prata house later to celebrate dearest boon's birthday.(:
toodles.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
heh.this is funny. :D
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.
HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?
HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.
HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.
HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.
HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.
HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.
HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your
wildest dreams.
have a good laugh! :D
__________________________________________________________________
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.
HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?
HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.
HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.
HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.
HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.
HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.
HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your
wildest dreams.
have a good laugh! :D
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260906
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON!!! :D
chem paper was a DISASTER.felt like i had just wasted three hours of my life cos' i couldn't do the questions at all. ): i might as well not do the paper.the questions they asked were how retarded lah.excuse me? like why will you want to ask a chem question "is the patent's proposal reliable and what will you do? " something to do with them inventing some new catalyst shit but still it doesn't make a single sense? left like dunno how many million blanks cos' i didn't understand the questions at all and i can't crap my way out.wahh.felt super cheated cos' i mugged damn hard but nothing came out? they were all weird calculations with weird solutions.oh yes.and the air-con...it was freezing cold and i can't write properly cos my hands were bloody numb.think the chem teachers are out to kill all of us.HEARTLESS CREATURES.i swear i'd just get retain thanks to them. :(
AHHHHH...
chem's gone case and now i have to depend on my maths which is highly impossible cos' i failed damn badly for mid-years? God please help me. ):
shall do a quiz first.i'll leave out those questions i've answered a zillion times.koped from euods.
Name spelled backwards nixiuh
Name without vowels hxn...wasted.why can't it be hx then it'll be my intitals. (:
Name without consonants uii...??!!
Birthday 120689...please remember thank you (:
Ethnicity chinese
Glasses or contacts i wear my glasses for classes and lectures only.
Favourite:
Animal dog (:
Band many many (:
Brand name for clothes none in particular
Brand name for shoes same as the above
Candy i can't live without sweets which is why i think i'll probably die of diabetes ):
Cereal fruit loops and snowflakes and they honey honey one that lala always bring (:
Colour orange, brown and green
Cookie famous amos
Day friday! :D i love fridays (:
Disney character i prefer loony tunes but if i have to choose one...the little mermaid (:
Drink water and only water
Fast food place MOS...i love ichigo bliss (: haha.
Food black pepper crabs.YUMMY! :D
Holiday none in particular
Ice cream flavor i'm fine with anything except green tea
Month sweet november (:
Number nine
Perfume i don't use perfume
Pie flavor apple pie (:
Pizza topping cheese, ham and pineapples
Restaurant hmm...as long as there's good food (:
Subject in school P.E...is that considered a subject? :/
Type of music all kinds of rock and slow sad kind
Type of sandwich ham and egg
Of all your friends..
The best advisor cheryl ang yu xia (:
The best hair can't think of one.vera lah vera (:
The best handwriting BOON! :D
The dirtiest mind ronald chan
The funniest joel and jordan?
The loudest definitely jordan.oh and lionel.heh
The prettiest all my girl-friends (:
The most trusting cheryl, boon, ziwei, joy, yueqi, joanne and nut.haha.
The nicest eyes huh? ermm...can't think of one
The shortest janice! haha.but cute lah.
The smartest gareth tan...prodigy.don't study but will still do well that kind.bth.
The tallest david
HAVE-YOU-EVERs
Asked out a crush nope
Been on stage yeah i guess so
Been scared to get a shot what shot?
Cheated on a test heh.yup
Cried during a movie duh?
Felt like you didn't belong yeah
Fought a black belt crazy.i'll just use my gun.haha.
Gone to camp duh?
Kept a New Year's resolution i think so though i can't really rmb them
Kept a secret from everyone yeah
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator haha.yeah i still do it sometimes.
Stolen anything stole sweets from my brother.haha.
Told a guy you liked him er yeah
Written a love poem nope.felt like but too lazy
The Last..
CD listened to jay chou's final fantasy
Movie watched helen the baby fox? it's been a long time since i've watched one.i'm gonna watch john tucker must die on thursday! yay (:
Person that's called you eug
Person who saw you cry God
Person you went to the mall with cheryl and boon
Song listened to diary of jane
Thing you ate nothing
Thing you drank water
Yes or no
Growing up scares me more than it should not really
I adore getting mail yes
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again? it depends
Others
If you could describe yourself in three words i don't know.HAHAHAHA.
Is your computer in your room nah
Is your room messy not really
What are some of your favorite junk foods chips and sweets
What color are your bedroom walls must i say this? er pink.haha.eeee...i want to repaint my room! :/
What do you do when you're bored stone, talk on the phone, sms, sleep or eat
What makes you happy being with friends who mean a lot to me and being with the person i love :D
What makes you sad saddening things? korean shows.haha.aiyah...many many things.yup.
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends hang out with friends and dvds marathon (:
Worst feeling in the world currently it will be the fear of getting retained :(
back to mathsing.yes! last paper tmr and i'll be free! :D
chem paper was a DISASTER.felt like i had just wasted three hours of my life cos' i couldn't do the questions at all. ): i might as well not do the paper.the questions they asked were how retarded lah.excuse me? like why will you want to ask a chem question "is the patent's proposal reliable and what will you do? " something to do with them inventing some new catalyst shit but still it doesn't make a single sense? left like dunno how many million blanks cos' i didn't understand the questions at all and i can't crap my way out.wahh.felt super cheated cos' i mugged damn hard but nothing came out? they were all weird calculations with weird solutions.oh yes.and the air-con...it was freezing cold and i can't write properly cos my hands were bloody numb.think the chem teachers are out to kill all of us.HEARTLESS CREATURES.i swear i'd just get retain thanks to them. :(
AHHHHH...
chem's gone case and now i have to depend on my maths which is highly impossible cos' i failed damn badly for mid-years? God please help me. ):
shall do a quiz first.i'll leave out those questions i've answered a zillion times.koped from euods.
Name spelled backwards nixiuh
Name without vowels hxn...wasted.why can't it be hx then it'll be my intitals. (:
Name without consonants uii...??!!
Birthday 120689...please remember thank you (:
Ethnicity chinese
Glasses or contacts i wear my glasses for classes and lectures only.
Favourite:
Animal dog (:
Band many many (:
Brand name for clothes none in particular
Brand name for shoes same as the above
Candy i can't live without sweets which is why i think i'll probably die of diabetes ):
Cereal fruit loops and snowflakes and they honey honey one that lala always bring (:
Colour orange, brown and green
Cookie famous amos
Day friday! :D i love fridays (:
Disney character i prefer loony tunes but if i have to choose one...the little mermaid (:
Drink water and only water
Fast food place MOS...i love ichigo bliss (: haha.
Food black pepper crabs.YUMMY! :D
Holiday none in particular
Ice cream flavor i'm fine with anything except green tea
Month sweet november (:
Number nine
Perfume i don't use perfume
Pie flavor apple pie (:
Pizza topping cheese, ham and pineapples
Restaurant hmm...as long as there's good food (:
Subject in school P.E...is that considered a subject? :/
Type of music all kinds of rock and slow sad kind
Type of sandwich ham and egg
Of all your friends..
The best advisor cheryl ang yu xia (:
The best hair can't think of one.vera lah vera (:
The best handwriting BOON! :D
The dirtiest mind ronald chan
The funniest joel and jordan?
The loudest definitely jordan.oh and lionel.heh
The prettiest all my girl-friends (:
The most trusting cheryl, boon, ziwei, joy, yueqi, joanne and nut.haha.
The nicest eyes huh? ermm...can't think of one
The shortest janice! haha.but cute lah.
The smartest gareth tan...prodigy.don't study but will still do well that kind.bth.
The tallest david
HAVE-YOU-EVERs
Asked out a crush nope
Been on stage yeah i guess so
Been scared to get a shot what shot?
Cheated on a test heh.yup
Cried during a movie duh?
Felt like you didn't belong yeah
Fought a black belt crazy.i'll just use my gun.haha.
Gone to camp duh?
Kept a New Year's resolution i think so though i can't really rmb them
Kept a secret from everyone yeah
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator haha.yeah i still do it sometimes.
Stolen anything stole sweets from my brother.haha.
Told a guy you liked him er yeah
Written a love poem nope.felt like but too lazy
The Last..
CD listened to jay chou's final fantasy
Movie watched helen the baby fox? it's been a long time since i've watched one.i'm gonna watch john tucker must die on thursday! yay (:
Person that's called you eug
Person who saw you cry God
Person you went to the mall with cheryl and boon
Song listened to diary of jane
Thing you ate nothing
Thing you drank water
Yes or no
Growing up scares me more than it should not really
I adore getting mail yes
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again? it depends
Others
If you could describe yourself in three words i don't know.HAHAHAHA.
Is your computer in your room nah
Is your room messy not really
What are some of your favorite junk foods chips and sweets
What color are your bedroom walls must i say this? er pink.haha.eeee...i want to repaint my room! :/
What do you do when you're bored stone, talk on the phone, sms, sleep or eat
What makes you happy being with friends who mean a lot to me and being with the person i love :D
What makes you sad saddening things? korean shows.haha.aiyah...many many things.yup.
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends hang out with friends and dvds marathon (:
Worst feeling in the world currently it will be the fear of getting retained :(
back to mathsing.yes! last paper tmr and i'll be free! :D
Sunday, September 24, 2006
270906
i'm a happy girl today (:
i want to thank God that children's day event went on smoothly. (: even though there weren't many newcomers but at least everyone enjoyed themselves. (: yupyup.there's this p3 girl who remembered my name then she shouted "huixin!" and waved to me.damn cute. (: then i realised that i was her group leader for some children sports day event last time.haha.and not to forget my dearest joed boy boy whom i called ah gong or ah pek cos' he's forever calling me ahmah? unfortunately he influenced his friends and they started calling me that too. ): i still had to chase one around? haha.but hmm...i find great joy being with these kids. (: they never fail to cheer me up and it's through them that i'm once again reminded of their childlike faith.like when they designed their badges today, many of them wrote things like jesus loves me or praise God or they drew the cross? it's very encouraging and i just want to thank God for them. (: oh and i finally managed to catch up with melko.yay! :D and joy came too like finally? heh.missed her heaps man.
anyway i'm super determined to lose weight.haha.asked jing for tips then she asked me to run everyday for half an hour and i'm going to do just that starting from tomorrow.yes! i can do it! (: but she said results may vary.haha.she sounded like an advertisement lah.damn funny. (:
okay.back to mugging for chem. :/ toodles! (:
i want to thank God that children's day event went on smoothly. (: even though there weren't many newcomers but at least everyone enjoyed themselves. (: yupyup.there's this p3 girl who remembered my name then she shouted "huixin!" and waved to me.damn cute. (: then i realised that i was her group leader for some children sports day event last time.haha.and not to forget my dearest joed boy boy whom i called ah gong or ah pek cos' he's forever calling me ahmah? unfortunately he influenced his friends and they started calling me that too. ): i still had to chase one around? haha.but hmm...i find great joy being with these kids. (: they never fail to cheer me up and it's through them that i'm once again reminded of their childlike faith.like when they designed their badges today, many of them wrote things like jesus loves me or praise God or they drew the cross? it's very encouraging and i just want to thank God for them. (: oh and i finally managed to catch up with melko.yay! :D and joy came too like finally? heh.missed her heaps man.
anyway i'm super determined to lose weight.haha.asked jing for tips then she asked me to run everyday for half an hour and i'm going to do just that starting from tomorrow.yes! i can do it! (: but she said results may vary.haha.she sounded like an advertisement lah.damn funny. (:
okay.back to mugging for chem. :/ toodles! (:
Saturday, September 23, 2006
230906
these are like the same questions from the quiz i did not too long ago? koped from foxy's blog.think it's quite funny (:
-Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question. And there you have it...
01 How does the world see me? yellow
02 Will I have a happy life? had enough
03 What do my friends really think of me? how can we be lovers...haha.really? (:
04 Do people secretly lust after me? make damn sure...WHOA.okay.
05 How can you be happy? breathe
06 What should I do with my life? fall to pieces
07 Why must life be so full of pain? yesterday feelings
08 Will I ever have children? obviously..HAHAHA.that's funny (:
09 Will I die happy? every beat of my heart
10 What is some good advice for me? one way jesus
11 What is happiness? breakfast at tiffany's...i'll make sure i have lunch and dinner as well (:
12 What's my favourite fetish? champagne supernova
13 How will I be remembered? sweet child of mine...yay! :D
14 What is your love life like? here is gone ):
15 What's your life motto? stand by me
16 What do your parents think of you? only one...heh.of course! i'm the only daughter (:
17 What's your favourite hobby? counting the stars...man.i've got better things to do? :/
18 What does your best friend really think of you? you're a God...HAHA! i knew it! thank you thank you! :D
19 What's the worst thing about you? numb
20 Describe your mind. far away
21 How will you die? over my head
22 How does your crush feel about you? part of your world...yeah.i wish :/
23 What is your wedding going to be like? complete...ya man :D
24 What about your honeymoon? i think we're alone now
25 Describe the last day of your life. the ghost of you
26 Why does life suck? shut up
27 Why does life rule? L.O.V.E
28 What will you be famous for? london bridge...HUH?
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? two a.m love sick...i'll be asleep by then (:
30 Will you achieve your goals? i write sins, not tragedies
31 What will your future job be like? de javu
32 Your party life? free
33 Overall, will you be happy? more than words
34 Or will you just deal with it? i want to go home
haha.some just don't make sense but it was fun lah. (: oh ya.before i forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED YUANYU!!! :D
anyway went school to study yesterday.i had only 5 hours of sleep the previous night and i was dead tried.thank God for coffee. (: haha.it was quite productive in the morning cos the canteen was very quiet since everyone had chinese paper.heh.cheryl and i purposely go to school in the morning to spite people.haha.kidding kidding. (: managed to finish my integration tutorial and some chem MCQs but then when afternoon came, i wasn't really in the mood to study anymore.sigh.after maths extra lesson i swear i could have just died of heat stroke. :( the weather was freaking hot and i was having a slight fever which made matter worse.AHHHH...so i tried to study a bit of chem but gave up in the end.went to library to cool ourselves down then ended up reading through some laselle fashion mag and national geographic mag featuring sea monsters.haha.went town to eat with cheryl after that. (:
went mom's office to help her out with clearing her piles of nonsense cos she has to move office soon to somewhere nearby.oh ya.we managed to catch this couple making out in the car while my mom was parking her car? scandalous shit.haha.but then it's the perfect place cos it gets really dark in botanical gardens at night.the lightings weren't that good so ya. :/ anyway i took some pictures of her office for remembrance.haha. (:
-Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question. And there you have it...
01 How does the world see me? yellow
02 Will I have a happy life? had enough
03 What do my friends really think of me? how can we be lovers...haha.really? (:
04 Do people secretly lust after me? make damn sure...WHOA.okay.
05 How can you be happy? breathe
06 What should I do with my life? fall to pieces
07 Why must life be so full of pain? yesterday feelings
08 Will I ever have children? obviously..HAHAHA.that's funny (:
09 Will I die happy? every beat of my heart
10 What is some good advice for me? one way jesus
11 What is happiness? breakfast at tiffany's...i'll make sure i have lunch and dinner as well (:
12 What's my favourite fetish? champagne supernova
13 How will I be remembered? sweet child of mine...yay! :D
14 What is your love life like? here is gone ):
15 What's your life motto? stand by me
16 What do your parents think of you? only one...heh.of course! i'm the only daughter (:
17 What's your favourite hobby? counting the stars...man.i've got better things to do? :/
18 What does your best friend really think of you? you're a God...HAHA! i knew it! thank you thank you! :D
19 What's the worst thing about you? numb
20 Describe your mind. far away
21 How will you die? over my head
22 How does your crush feel about you? part of your world...yeah.i wish :/
23 What is your wedding going to be like? complete...ya man :D
24 What about your honeymoon? i think we're alone now
25 Describe the last day of your life. the ghost of you
26 Why does life suck? shut up
27 Why does life rule? L.O.V.E
28 What will you be famous for? london bridge...HUH?
29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? two a.m love sick...i'll be asleep by then (:
30 Will you achieve your goals? i write sins, not tragedies
31 What will your future job be like? de javu
32 Your party life? free
33 Overall, will you be happy? more than words
34 Or will you just deal with it? i want to go home
haha.some just don't make sense but it was fun lah. (: oh ya.before i forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED YUANYU!!! :D
anyway went school to study yesterday.i had only 5 hours of sleep the previous night and i was dead tried.thank God for coffee. (: haha.it was quite productive in the morning cos the canteen was very quiet since everyone had chinese paper.heh.cheryl and i purposely go to school in the morning to spite people.haha.kidding kidding. (: managed to finish my integration tutorial and some chem MCQs but then when afternoon came, i wasn't really in the mood to study anymore.sigh.after maths extra lesson i swear i could have just died of heat stroke. :( the weather was freaking hot and i was having a slight fever which made matter worse.AHHHH...so i tried to study a bit of chem but gave up in the end.went to library to cool ourselves down then ended up reading through some laselle fashion mag and national geographic mag featuring sea monsters.haha.went town to eat with cheryl after that. (:
went mom's office to help her out with clearing her piles of nonsense cos she has to move office soon to somewhere nearby.oh ya.we managed to catch this couple making out in the car while my mom was parking her car? scandalous shit.haha.but then it's the perfect place cos it gets really dark in botanical gardens at night.the lightings weren't that good so ya. :/ anyway i took some pictures of her office for remembrance.haha. (:
i wonder what's lurking inside.my mom said it's haunted. ):
cute right the monkey? (:
my mom's name (:
the messiest office award goes to....dearest mommy! (:
went to explore around the office and we found a guitar.my bro's just being action-pac. :D
i'll miss her office though it's terribly haunted.haha. (: gonna watch the repeat telecast of prison break later.mark said it's a damn good show.
chem for now.bye (:
Thursday, September 21, 2006
210906
don't know why i'm listening to michael bolton lately.his songs are nice.(:
went united square's starbucks to study with boon and cheryl yesterday.it was very unproductive for me cos' i was feeling very shittified.stoopid flu.ARGH. ): oh but we ate pizza hut for lunch! yummy! (: i felt better immediately after that.the power of hawaiian pizza. :D haha.don't know why but everywhere we go we'll see lester.perhaps cheryl's fate is sealed. :/ aunty if you're reading this, he's the man for you lah.you can't hide.HAHA. =P anyway mark called and we talked for an hour plus? so during that period of time i couldn't study.haha.yeah.cheryl and i then went to explore toysr'us to relive our childhood memories.quite fun lah. (: it's good to be a small girl once again.heh. (:
going botanical garden library to study afterwards.yup. (:
how am i suppose to live without you-michael bolton
I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept your heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take
And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true
damn nice.(:
oh yes.this song is dedicated to my one and only...
CHERYL ANG!!!!! :D
she made me write this. ): haha.kidding lah. (:
went united square's starbucks to study with boon and cheryl yesterday.it was very unproductive for me cos' i was feeling very shittified.stoopid flu.ARGH. ): oh but we ate pizza hut for lunch! yummy! (: i felt better immediately after that.the power of hawaiian pizza. :D haha.don't know why but everywhere we go we'll see lester.perhaps cheryl's fate is sealed. :/ aunty if you're reading this, he's the man for you lah.you can't hide.HAHA. =P anyway mark called and we talked for an hour plus? so during that period of time i couldn't study.haha.yeah.cheryl and i then went to explore toysr'us to relive our childhood memories.quite fun lah. (: it's good to be a small girl once again.heh. (:
going botanical garden library to study afterwards.yup. (:
how am i suppose to live without you-michael bolton
I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept your heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take
And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true
damn nice.(:
oh yes.this song is dedicated to my one and only...
CHERYL ANG!!!!! :D
she made me write this. ): haha.kidding lah. (:
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
200906
gp paper was sucky.it was damn tough and i didn't have time to complete it.): sigh.hopefully i can sub-pass for it? if not i'll just have to say goodbye to cj.haha.econs paper was okay.phew.(: the essay questions weren't that difficult and i managed to finish everything so lucky me.(:
anyway my complexion is getting worse.maybe it's due to stress. :/ my pimples are popping out and my eyebags are just damn bad.): basically i look like shit.didn't manage to sleep for two nights thanks to mr coffee.ARGH.shouldn't have drank so much and now i'm falling sick.): how wonderful life is...
koped this from ting's blog.(: think i did this before but shall do it again.
001. Real Name - poh huixin
002. Nickname - miss poh, xin, aunty
003. Single or taken - ermm..single i guess? but my heart's taken.
004. Zodiac Sign - gemini
005. Male or Female - female
006. Elementary School - rvps
007. Ipod - don't have one yet ):
008. How many buddies on your list - lazy to count
009. Friendster name - -huixin
010. Hair Color - brownish black
011. Hair Long or Short - short
012. Eye Color - brownish black
013. Are you health freak - ermm...not really
014. Height - 160 cm
015. Do you have a crush on someone - yup
016. Do you like yourself - not really but i'll try to
017. Braces? - nah
018. Think you're awesome? - haha.nope.
019. Piercings - on my ears
020. Tattoo - none
Your 'Firsts'
021. Surgery - none
022. First piercing - last year i think.
023. First best friend - can't remember
024. First Award - haha.i don't know.
025. First Sport You Joined - badminton? can't remember
026. First pet - tortoises :D sigh.i missed them. ):
027. First vacation - thailand i think.or is it malaysia? haha.can't remember.
028. First Concert - ermm...kindergarten concert.i performed for it.haha.
029. First love - :)
Your 'Favourites'
030. Favorite movie - too many
031. Favorite tv show - many many
032. Color - orange/brown/green
033. Music - all kinds of rock and slow sad kind
034. Drink - water.it's healthy. (:
035. Body part not on the face - haha.seriously none.i only like my eyes. (:
036. Cartoon - tom and jerry (:
037. Favorite piece of clothing - dun have one
038. Brand Of Clothing - none
039. What do you sleep with - pillow, bolster, blanket and my phone
040. Favorite School - crescent
041. Favorite Animal(s) - dogs
042. Favorite Book - rachel's tears
043. Favorite Magazine - cleo
What I'm doing
044. Eating - nothing
045. I'm drinking - water
046. I'm about to - study chem
047. Listening to - jay chou's bai se feng che.damn nice song. (:
048. Waiting For - his messages
049. Watching - the computer screen
050. Want Kids - yup.i want two at least. (:
051. Want to Get Married - yes
052. Careers in Mind - psychologist, dessert chef, paediatrician
Which is better wiith the Opposite Gender
053. Lips or Eyes - haha.both
054. Hugs or Kisses - both
055. Shorter or Taller - taller
056. Romantic or Spontaneous - romantic
057. Nice stomach or nice arms - stomach i guess
058. Sensitive or Loud - hmm..sensitive but not over-sensitive.
059. Sweet or Caring - both
060. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - trouble maker
061. Kissed a Stranger - nah
062. Drank bubbles - i think i did long time ago
063. Glasses/contacts - glasses
064. Ran Away From Home - almost did but i decided not to
065. Broken a bone - don't think so
066. Got an X-ray - yup
067. Broken Someone's Heart - yeah
068. Turned Someone Down - yup
069. Cried When Someone Died - duh?
070. Cried at school - yeah
Do You Believe In
071. God - yes!
072. Miracles - yes
073. Love at first sight - i think so
074. Aliens - nope.haven't seen one yet
075. Magic - nope
076. Heaven - yes
077. Santa Claus - no
078. Sex on the first date - don't be nuts.NO.
079. Kissing on the first date - yup.i think it's okay
080. Angels - yes
Answer Truthfully
081. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - yes
082. How does the world see me? - i don't know.it doesn't matter to me.
083. Will I have a happy life? - i hope so
084. What do my friends really think of me? - haha.ask them yourself
085. Do people secretly lust after me? - how would i know?
086. How can you be happy? - having him back in my life again
087. What should I do with my life? - surrender it to God
088. Why must life be so full of pain? - it's a test of our faith in God
089. Will I ever have children? - haha.yes! (:
090. Will I die happy? - i hope so.i dun want to die with regrets.
091. What is some good advice for me? - 1. always be contented with what you have. 2. learn to let go of things/people who are not meant for you.holding on will only bring you more pain. 3. love yourself and 4. surrender everything to God and trust in Him. (:
092. What is happiness? - just having him by my side (:
093. What's my favourite fetish? - i don't have one.
094. How will I be remembered? - haha.eug was just saying this last night.be a terrorist and bomb some building.haha.hmm..i haven't thought of it seriously.
095. What is your love life like? - hmm..
096. What's your life motto? - look at 091 plus be happy! :D
097. What do your parents think of you? - haha.ask them but i know they love me a lot.(:
098. What's your favourite hobby? - slacking
099. What does your best friend really think of you? - someone like her? i don't know.ask her yourself
100. What's the worst thing about you? - too paranoid at times and i usually put others before myself.i'd rather hurt myself than others.
101. Describe your mind. - stressed out.
102. How will you die? - how would i know?
103. How does your crush feel about you? - how would i know? i don't even know if i have one.haha.
104. What is your wedding going to be like? - supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (:
105. What about your honeymoon? - same as 104
106. Describe the last day of your life. - i don't want to think about it now.it'll only make me sad.
107. Why does life suck? - because it is made like that
108. Why does life rule? - because there are always people who love and care for me
109. What will you be famous for? - nothing
110. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? - hmm...i don't know.
111. Will you achieve your goals? - hopefully
112. What will your future job be like? - look at 052.one of them
113. Your party life? - nah.i don't party
114. Overall, will you be happy? - yeah i guess.no matter what i'll not let myself get trap in a world of sadness. (:
115. Or will you just deal with it? - huh? deal with what? haha.
yay.i'm done! shall go study chem now.tata. (:
anyway my complexion is getting worse.maybe it's due to stress. :/ my pimples are popping out and my eyebags are just damn bad.): basically i look like shit.didn't manage to sleep for two nights thanks to mr coffee.ARGH.shouldn't have drank so much and now i'm falling sick.): how wonderful life is...
koped this from ting's blog.(: think i did this before but shall do it again.
001. Real Name - poh huixin
002. Nickname - miss poh, xin, aunty
003. Single or taken - ermm..single i guess? but my heart's taken.
004. Zodiac Sign - gemini
005. Male or Female - female
006. Elementary School - rvps
007. Ipod - don't have one yet ):
008. How many buddies on your list - lazy to count
009. Friendster name - -huixin
010. Hair Color - brownish black
011. Hair Long or Short - short
012. Eye Color - brownish black
013. Are you health freak - ermm...not really
014. Height - 160 cm
015. Do you have a crush on someone - yup
016. Do you like yourself - not really but i'll try to
017. Braces? - nah
018. Think you're awesome? - haha.nope.
019. Piercings - on my ears
020. Tattoo - none
Your 'Firsts'
021. Surgery - none
022. First piercing - last year i think.
023. First best friend - can't remember
024. First Award - haha.i don't know.
025. First Sport You Joined - badminton? can't remember
026. First pet - tortoises :D sigh.i missed them. ):
027. First vacation - thailand i think.or is it malaysia? haha.can't remember.
028. First Concert - ermm...kindergarten concert.i performed for it.haha.
029. First love - :)
Your 'Favourites'
030. Favorite movie - too many
031. Favorite tv show - many many
032. Color - orange/brown/green
033. Music - all kinds of rock and slow sad kind
034. Drink - water.it's healthy. (:
035. Body part not on the face - haha.seriously none.i only like my eyes. (:
036. Cartoon - tom and jerry (:
037. Favorite piece of clothing - dun have one
038. Brand Of Clothing - none
039. What do you sleep with - pillow, bolster, blanket and my phone
040. Favorite School - crescent
041. Favorite Animal(s) - dogs
042. Favorite Book - rachel's tears
043. Favorite Magazine - cleo
What I'm doing
044. Eating - nothing
045. I'm drinking - water
046. I'm about to - study chem
047. Listening to - jay chou's bai se feng che.damn nice song. (:
048. Waiting For - his messages
049. Watching - the computer screen
050. Want Kids - yup.i want two at least. (:
051. Want to Get Married - yes
052. Careers in Mind - psychologist, dessert chef, paediatrician
Which is better wiith the Opposite Gender
053. Lips or Eyes - haha.both
054. Hugs or Kisses - both
055. Shorter or Taller - taller
056. Romantic or Spontaneous - romantic
057. Nice stomach or nice arms - stomach i guess
058. Sensitive or Loud - hmm..sensitive but not over-sensitive.
059. Sweet or Caring - both
060. Trouble Maker or Hesitant - trouble maker
061. Kissed a Stranger - nah
062. Drank bubbles - i think i did long time ago
063. Glasses/contacts - glasses
064. Ran Away From Home - almost did but i decided not to
065. Broken a bone - don't think so
066. Got an X-ray - yup
067. Broken Someone's Heart - yeah
068. Turned Someone Down - yup
069. Cried When Someone Died - duh?
070. Cried at school - yeah
Do You Believe In
071. God - yes!
072. Miracles - yes
073. Love at first sight - i think so
074. Aliens - nope.haven't seen one yet
075. Magic - nope
076. Heaven - yes
077. Santa Claus - no
078. Sex on the first date - don't be nuts.NO.
079. Kissing on the first date - yup.i think it's okay
080. Angels - yes
Answer Truthfully
081. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? - yes
082. How does the world see me? - i don't know.it doesn't matter to me.
083. Will I have a happy life? - i hope so
084. What do my friends really think of me? - haha.ask them yourself
085. Do people secretly lust after me? - how would i know?
086. How can you be happy? - having him back in my life again
087. What should I do with my life? - surrender it to God
088. Why must life be so full of pain? - it's a test of our faith in God
089. Will I ever have children? - haha.yes! (:
090. Will I die happy? - i hope so.i dun want to die with regrets.
091. What is some good advice for me? - 1. always be contented with what you have. 2. learn to let go of things/people who are not meant for you.holding on will only bring you more pain. 3. love yourself and 4. surrender everything to God and trust in Him. (:
092. What is happiness? - just having him by my side (:
093. What's my favourite fetish? - i don't have one.
094. How will I be remembered? - haha.eug was just saying this last night.be a terrorist and bomb some building.haha.hmm..i haven't thought of it seriously.
095. What is your love life like? - hmm..
096. What's your life motto? - look at 091 plus be happy! :D
097. What do your parents think of you? - haha.ask them but i know they love me a lot.(:
098. What's your favourite hobby? - slacking
099. What does your best friend really think of you? - someone like her? i don't know.ask her yourself
100. What's the worst thing about you? - too paranoid at times and i usually put others before myself.i'd rather hurt myself than others.
101. Describe your mind. - stressed out.
102. How will you die? - how would i know?
103. How does your crush feel about you? - how would i know? i don't even know if i have one.haha.
104. What is your wedding going to be like? - supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (:
105. What about your honeymoon? - same as 104
106. Describe the last day of your life. - i don't want to think about it now.it'll only make me sad.
107. Why does life suck? - because it is made like that
108. Why does life rule? - because there are always people who love and care for me
109. What will you be famous for? - nothing
110. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? - hmm...i don't know.
111. Will you achieve your goals? - hopefully
112. What will your future job be like? - look at 052.one of them
113. Your party life? - nah.i don't party
114. Overall, will you be happy? - yeah i guess.no matter what i'll not let myself get trap in a world of sadness. (:
115. Or will you just deal with it? - huh? deal with what? haha.
yay.i'm done! shall go study chem now.tata. (:
Saturday, September 16, 2006
160906
i'm dead tired.argh.
studied with eug today.teckjin pang seh me but it's not his fault lah.his mom wants to teach him lit.heh.(: anyway, today was just super unproductive.stoopid eug kept blackmailing me.): we just spent the whole afternoon videoing each other and trying to steal each other's phone to delete them.so retarded. :/ we only started studying properly when yien joined us.haha.(:
congratulations-blue october
Is that seat taken
Congratulations
Would you like to take a walk with me
My mind it kind of goes fast
I try to slow it down for you
I think i'd love to take a drive
I want to give you something
I've been wanting to give to you for years
My heart
My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.
I came to see the light in my best friend
You seemed as happy as you'd ever been
My chance of being open was broken
And now you're Mrs. him.
My words they don't come out right
But I'll try to say i'm happy for you
I think I'm going to take that drive
I want to give you something I have wanted to give to you for years
My heart
My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.
And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind
(You left me)
And I can't this
I can never take this back
But now I can't change your mind
can't change your mind
(You left me)
(You left me)
Go away
Make it go away
Please.
another nice song.(:
studied with eug today.teckjin pang seh me but it's not his fault lah.his mom wants to teach him lit.heh.(: anyway, today was just super unproductive.stoopid eug kept blackmailing me.): we just spent the whole afternoon videoing each other and trying to steal each other's phone to delete them.so retarded. :/ we only started studying properly when yien joined us.haha.(:
congratulations-blue october
Is that seat taken
Congratulations
Would you like to take a walk with me
My mind it kind of goes fast
I try to slow it down for you
I think i'd love to take a drive
I want to give you something
I've been wanting to give to you for years
My heart
My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.
I came to see the light in my best friend
You seemed as happy as you'd ever been
My chance of being open was broken
And now you're Mrs. him.
My words they don't come out right
But I'll try to say i'm happy for you
I think I'm going to take that drive
I want to give you something I have wanted to give to you for years
My heart
My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me.
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me.
And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind
(You left me)
And I can't this
I can never take this back
But now I can't change your mind
can't change your mind
(You left me)
(You left me)
Go away
Make it go away
Please.
another nice song.(:
Friday, September 15, 2006
150906
night study was rather productive.(: stayed back for two nights and i managed to finish two chapters of econs.(: once in a while there would be annoying teachers walking around, nothing better to do.yesterday there's this woman who dressed up like she's going to some gym? like hello? this is a libaray not a gym? then she was like "can you ppl just keep quiet? and no whispering because it's very irritating." crazy shit.how can you not whisper? so everyone became mute or something and had to do sign language. :/ i swear i almost took my green scissors to poke her.haha.cheryl's my accomplice ;) we wanted to lure her to a corner and bash her up.she's lucky because we let her off but the next time we see her, she shall not live.(: okay.this is retarded.haha.anyway we got tired after studying halfway so me and cheryl decided to play the stoning game.we'll stone and stare at each other and not laugh but her face is so qian bian.wahhh.maybe mine too so in the end we just kept giggling.haha.boon is innocent from all these nonsense.(:
no school today because it's a holiday for us so we can study and prepare for our exams next week.i feel the pressure now man cos' everyone's mugging like crazy. :/ R is for RETAINING and i certainly don't want to get retained. :( damn scared now.
going back school to study soon.byebye.
here by me-three doors down
I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here
Sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
i love this song.(:
no school today because it's a holiday for us so we can study and prepare for our exams next week.i feel the pressure now man cos' everyone's mugging like crazy. :/ R is for RETAINING and i certainly don't want to get retained. :( damn scared now.
going back school to study soon.byebye.
here by me-three doors down
I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here
Sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
i love this song.(:
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
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studied with ziwei for a short while after school.actually we didn't really study much.most of the time he was just helping me solve my maths questions and we talked a lot of rubbish.heh.(: we wanted to diet tgt but ended up eating noodle king.): and guess what? noodle king uncle said his hair is cool k! i almost died when i heard that but i figured out why they could connect so well.heh.cos both of them are ah peks.(: ziwei if you are reading this, i'm sorry.haha.
went library to study with boon and cheryl after that.think i'll stay for night study tmr cos the library's really conducive.(: boon...i promise i'll stay ah...provided my mom allows lah.heehee.(:
okay.i'm strictly on a diet.eating yan yan biscuit for dinner now.yum.(:
sigh.for this whole week i am going to sleep earliest at 1 am.yes 1 am.i am not kidding and mr coffee shall be my companion.(: must mug like crazy for now.):
gotta go.tata.(:
went library to study with boon and cheryl after that.think i'll stay for night study tmr cos the library's really conducive.(: boon...i promise i'll stay ah...provided my mom allows lah.heehee.(:
okay.i'm strictly on a diet.eating yan yan biscuit for dinner now.yum.(:
sigh.for this whole week i am going to sleep earliest at 1 am.yes 1 am.i am not kidding and mr coffee shall be my companion.(: must mug like crazy for now.):
gotta go.tata.(:
Monday, September 11, 2006
110906
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA DARLING! :D
for the past few days my internet was down.so annoying.): anyway, today was a BAD BAD day.i'm like dying in school because my stupid cramps is killing me.arghhhh.wanted to stay back to study but i couldn't take it so i flew home and sleep.heh.felt so much better now.(:
shit.i dun really have much to blog about.what did i do for the past few days? oh.yesterday had lunch with the 89 guys, jing and matthan at crystal jade.(: er...to celebrate their baptism.yup.wahh.the food is damn good.shiok! :D and finally i finished watching MY LOVELY SAMSOON! yay! :D laughed my ass off man.it's super super funny.(: at least not a draggy sad korean show for once.i'll rewatch it after promos.heh.cheryl's gonna lend me desperate housewives and oc too! (:
back to studying my econs.sigh.tmr got essay test.): sian.oh.i passed my econs case study test! please clap for me! (: haha.i'm motivated once again.(:
for the past few days my internet was down.so annoying.): anyway, today was a BAD BAD day.i'm like dying in school because my stupid cramps is killing me.arghhhh.wanted to stay back to study but i couldn't take it so i flew home and sleep.heh.felt so much better now.(:
shit.i dun really have much to blog about.what did i do for the past few days? oh.yesterday had lunch with the 89 guys, jing and matthan at crystal jade.(: er...to celebrate their baptism.yup.wahh.the food is damn good.shiok! :D and finally i finished watching MY LOVELY SAMSOON! yay! :D laughed my ass off man.it's super super funny.(: at least not a draggy sad korean show for once.i'll rewatch it after promos.heh.cheryl's gonna lend me desperate housewives and oc too! (:
back to studying my econs.sigh.tmr got essay test.): sian.oh.i passed my econs case study test! please clap for me! (: haha.i'm motivated once again.(:
Friday, September 08, 2006
i seriously dunno what's wrong with my mom.yesterday she scolded me an idiot and today she asked me to help her with her office report so i helped and then she had to scream at me when i said i've to rush out for dg outing.whatever.i can't be bothered with her anymore.
anyway dg outing was quite alright.(: alethea, hannah, sarah and miin turned up.we walked around town and took a couple of neoprints.these girls are just so excited when it comes to taking neoprints. :/ me and jing were very reluctant at first but gave in in the end.haha.we took like twice and they took one more time themselves? madness.i wouldn't waste that amount of money man but i guess it was fun.(: oh ya.me and jing walked into hula & co and we were super tempted to buy the tee shirts.$23.90 but we were broke.sighhh.): but we agreed to buy for each other for christmas! :D haha.okay.in the end, all of us just bought super cheap earrings (7 for $10) and minn got her freaking cheap stussy skirt for $14.70.it was on 70% sale.yay! at least we felt accomplished.(:
at least i was happy for four hours today.(:
you said you would always be there whenever i need you
all lies.
i didn't know it was so painful to lose you
until now.
too painful.
anyway dg outing was quite alright.(: alethea, hannah, sarah and miin turned up.we walked around town and took a couple of neoprints.these girls are just so excited when it comes to taking neoprints. :/ me and jing were very reluctant at first but gave in in the end.haha.we took like twice and they took one more time themselves? madness.i wouldn't waste that amount of money man but i guess it was fun.(: oh ya.me and jing walked into hula & co and we were super tempted to buy the tee shirts.$23.90 but we were broke.sighhh.): but we agreed to buy for each other for christmas! :D haha.okay.in the end, all of us just bought super cheap earrings (7 for $10) and minn got her freaking cheap stussy skirt for $14.70.it was on 70% sale.yay! at least we felt accomplished.(:
at least i was happy for four hours today.(:
you said you would always be there whenever i need you
all lies.
i didn't know it was so painful to lose you
until now.
too painful.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
050106
yesterday i managed to study three chapters of chem, did some chem mcqs and a bit of functions but today was just unproductive.didn't really study much because i was just very very distracted.sigh.): .nvm.i shall focus for tomorrow.(:
this sucks totally.i failed my chem test.sigh.
back to listening jay chou.
i hated how i could not make you smile anymore
i hated how i could not make you laugh like how i used to
sigh
this sucks totally.i failed my chem test.sigh.
back to listening jay chou.
i hated how i could not make you smile anymore
i hated how i could not make you laugh like how i used to
sigh
Friday, September 01, 2006
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SCREAMSSSSS!
yesterday was such a happy day.(: i finally met up with my lovely 4s1 classmates.i'm glad that quite a number of them came and it was so great to see them again.(: sigh.i really miss crescent.if only i could turn back time to last year, i'll be the happiest girl on earth.(: friends whom i know are for life, wonderful classmates, devoted teachers, nice canteen food etc. there was no worries at all.everything was just perfect.haha.but unfortunately that's impossible.):
anyway, we met up at suntec pizza hut and went to marina square after that.walked around and finally settled down at macs to talk.i guess i talked the most because my dearest joanne lost her voice.by right she should be the one making most of the noise.haha! joke of the year: joanne's ezlink card. :D she's super funny lah.here goes the story...she wanted to take a nice cute photo for her ezlink card.as she was preparing her pose unfortunately, there was a loud band that shocked her and dunno why but she flared her nostrils.so the photo turned out really spastic.HAHAHAHAHA! all of us just laughed til we cried.siying's the ultimate.(:
went home with nut afterwards.we talked and talked and talked and well, i've found my fellow emo-mate.(:
yueqi: my beloved partner! :D thanks for everything really.(: i missed your chicken laughter, your untidiness, your locker filled with sweets.(: you know i still love you! :D
joanne: eh.you better take care of your throat k.drink lots and lots of water!! see lah.make me miss your voice so much.): and yes yes i'll miss your flaring nostrils too. ;) jkjk.i love you BABE! hug hug.(:
dawnnie: dawnnie!! i just realised i didn't talk to you much but nonetheless, i still love you! (: haha.keep smiling and laughing! (rmb your intentional laughing will lead to unintentional laughing? then the whole world thinks you're mad? haha.) stay bubbly and pretty! :D
yinxi: my beloved chairman. :D still as blur and cute as ever.haha.i'm glad that you're enjoying life so much and continue to bring joy to those around you yeah? ;) even though your eye candies don't love you, i still love you! haha.(:
nut: i've got nothing much to say to you.haha! jkjk.acting emo only.anyway remember our diet plan ah...the next time we see each other we must go "WAH.HOT SIAH!" okay? wait.but the next time we meet will be quite soon right? meeting to study.ermm..next next time then.after promos.(: stop being narcissistic and spend hours looking at the mirror ya? heh.i love you! :D
denise: PIAK PIAK! :D i missed piaking your butt alr.haha! anyway it was great to be able to catch up with you.(: miss you so much okay? like dunno since when we said must meet up soon but stoopid fate doesn't allow us to on speech day.): anyway, take care and love ya lots! (:
chenise: cool as usual.(: haha.it was great to see that you've turned more feminine.(: heh.anyway i'm so glad you came! (: eh.when we're free must meet up k? since we live so near each other.(: take care and love you! :D
siying: wahhh.the ultimate laugher.haha! missed your laughter alr.heh.hmmm..even though jc life may be sad and tough, we'll survive right? so don't be so sad anymore and try to move on k? maybe you'll be much happier! (: remember, i'll be here for you! :D hopefully the next time we meet, i'll see a happier siying and oh.come back with more juicy news k? love ya! (:
nurul: aiyooo.i see you everyday in school so what can i say? hmm...i'm glad that at least i have a 4s1 classmate in cj! (: love you and let's mug hard for promos k? (: see ya around soon! (:
to the rest: i'm glad you guys came! (: even though i didn't manage to talk much to you all, i still love you ppl! :D yay! 4s1 rocks! (: we'll meet up soon ok? take care and stay happy! (:
i thank God for you ppl =D
yesterday was such a happy day.(: i finally met up with my lovely 4s1 classmates.i'm glad that quite a number of them came and it was so great to see them again.(: sigh.i really miss crescent.if only i could turn back time to last year, i'll be the happiest girl on earth.(: friends whom i know are for life, wonderful classmates, devoted teachers, nice canteen food etc. there was no worries at all.everything was just perfect.haha.but unfortunately that's impossible.):
anyway, we met up at suntec pizza hut and went to marina square after that.walked around and finally settled down at macs to talk.i guess i talked the most because my dearest joanne lost her voice.by right she should be the one making most of the noise.haha! joke of the year: joanne's ezlink card. :D she's super funny lah.here goes the story...she wanted to take a nice cute photo for her ezlink card.as she was preparing her pose unfortunately, there was a loud band that shocked her and dunno why but she flared her nostrils.so the photo turned out really spastic.HAHAHAHAHA! all of us just laughed til we cried.siying's the ultimate.(:
went home with nut afterwards.we talked and talked and talked and well, i've found my fellow emo-mate.(:
yueqi: my beloved partner! :D thanks for everything really.(: i missed your chicken laughter, your untidiness, your locker filled with sweets.(: you know i still love you! :D
joanne: eh.you better take care of your throat k.drink lots and lots of water!! see lah.make me miss your voice so much.): and yes yes i'll miss your flaring nostrils too. ;) jkjk.i love you BABE! hug hug.(:
dawnnie: dawnnie!! i just realised i didn't talk to you much but nonetheless, i still love you! (: haha.keep smiling and laughing! (rmb your intentional laughing will lead to unintentional laughing? then the whole world thinks you're mad? haha.) stay bubbly and pretty! :D
yinxi: my beloved chairman. :D still as blur and cute as ever.haha.i'm glad that you're enjoying life so much and continue to bring joy to those around you yeah? ;) even though your eye candies don't love you, i still love you! haha.(:
nut: i've got nothing much to say to you.haha! jkjk.acting emo only.anyway remember our diet plan ah...the next time we see each other we must go "WAH.HOT SIAH!" okay? wait.but the next time we meet will be quite soon right? meeting to study.ermm..next next time then.after promos.(: stop being narcissistic and spend hours looking at the mirror ya? heh.i love you! :D
denise: PIAK PIAK! :D i missed piaking your butt alr.haha! anyway it was great to be able to catch up with you.(: miss you so much okay? like dunno since when we said must meet up soon but stoopid fate doesn't allow us to on speech day.): anyway, take care and love ya lots! (:
chenise: cool as usual.(: haha.it was great to see that you've turned more feminine.(: heh.anyway i'm so glad you came! (: eh.when we're free must meet up k? since we live so near each other.(: take care and love you! :D
siying: wahhh.the ultimate laugher.haha! missed your laughter alr.heh.hmmm..even though jc life may be sad and tough, we'll survive right? so don't be so sad anymore and try to move on k? maybe you'll be much happier! (: remember, i'll be here for you! :D hopefully the next time we meet, i'll see a happier siying and oh.come back with more juicy news k? love ya! (:
nurul: aiyooo.i see you everyday in school so what can i say? hmm...i'm glad that at least i have a 4s1 classmate in cj! (: love you and let's mug hard for promos k? (: see ya around soon! (:
to the rest: i'm glad you guys came! (: even though i didn't manage to talk much to you all, i still love you ppl! :D yay! 4s1 rocks! (: we'll meet up soon ok? take care and stay happy! (:
i thank God for you ppl =D
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
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YOU are the only one who could make me happy
my only source of joy
but the moment you started walking out of my life
i'm left with nothing
nothing but sadness
and a heart that is shattered into pieces.
my only source of joy
but the moment you started walking out of my life
i'm left with nothing
nothing but sadness
and a heart that is shattered into pieces.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
i think i'm too free.haha.another questionaire.(:
#1 Would you date one of your closest friends? - nah i don't think so. i wouldn't want to risk losing a friendship but then again don't relationships usually start from friends? hmm...
#2 Do you find gay people hot? - haha. yeah. some are really hot and good looking. it's a pity man. ):
#3 At what age do you want to die? - i want to die before my husband does so i wouldn't have to weep and mourn for him. i don't want to die lonely and sad.
#4 Which is hotter? Male models or female models? - usually the female ones are hotter. haha. somehow all male models' bodies all look the same to me. :/
#5 Do you wish to have people crying or laughing during your funeral? - definitely not laughing. smiling (: cos' they know that i'll be safe in God's arms.(:
#6 Would you hang out with a transexual? - i guess so?
#7 Have you learned karma sutra? - nope.
#8 Would you accept your friend/children if they told you they're gay/bisexual? - yup.
#9 Ever wanted to hold a loaded gun and point it to your head - just for fun? - hold a loaded gun yes. point it to my head no. crazy.why will i want to do that?
#10 Have you used a person before just to feel great about yourself? - nope.NEVER.
#11 Ever told your friends that they looked great/pretty and never meant it? - haha. yeah. i wouldn't want to hurt their feelings what.(:
#12 Have you ever laughed so hard 'till you peed? - haha. dun think so. but i've ever laughed so hard 'till i want to pee.
#13 Do you wish to be your favourite animal for a day? - haha. i don't mind.(:
#14 What are your fears and have you confronted them? - many many. fear of losing him. fear of getting retained. fear of getting really fat. fear of balloons. haha. nope.
#15 Ever blogged about someone that pissed you off and also mentioned their names? - haha. nahh. but i made it obvious though.
#16 Have you made fun of a song by completely changing the lyrics? - ermm...i think so.
#17 Been short on cash when paying for something? - sometimes.
#18 Do you have an autograph from someone famous? - i think so but can't remember where i put it. :/
#19 Made a survey before?- yeah. pw survey.
just came back from dinner.guess who i saw? amandie! :D haha.went church for a short while today then had to rush to yishun for monthly shoot.sigh.but at least i improved.yay! (: hopefully i'll continue to improve.i better be.haha.
anyway i'm really tired of being a dgl.just feel like giving up right now.sigh.i seriously don't see how i can lead the girls closer to God when me myself ain't close to God and i don't think i'm setting a good example for them as well.): but then again it would be very irresponsible of me to just leave them and sigh.they've been really sweet.think they know both me and jing are feeling this way so they're planning for dg outing in the sept hols so that we can just bond and grow closer.sigh.someone please tell me what i should do?
to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.
#1 Would you date one of your closest friends? - nah i don't think so. i wouldn't want to risk losing a friendship but then again don't relationships usually start from friends? hmm...
#2 Do you find gay people hot? - haha. yeah. some are really hot and good looking. it's a pity man. ):
#3 At what age do you want to die? - i want to die before my husband does so i wouldn't have to weep and mourn for him. i don't want to die lonely and sad.
#4 Which is hotter? Male models or female models? - usually the female ones are hotter. haha. somehow all male models' bodies all look the same to me. :/
#5 Do you wish to have people crying or laughing during your funeral? - definitely not laughing. smiling (: cos' they know that i'll be safe in God's arms.(:
#6 Would you hang out with a transexual? - i guess so?
#7 Have you learned karma sutra? - nope.
#8 Would you accept your friend/children if they told you they're gay/bisexual? - yup.
#9 Ever wanted to hold a loaded gun and point it to your head - just for fun? - hold a loaded gun yes. point it to my head no. crazy.why will i want to do that?
#10 Have you used a person before just to feel great about yourself? - nope.NEVER.
#11 Ever told your friends that they looked great/pretty and never meant it? - haha. yeah. i wouldn't want to hurt their feelings what.(:
#12 Have you ever laughed so hard 'till you peed? - haha. dun think so. but i've ever laughed so hard 'till i want to pee.
#13 Do you wish to be your favourite animal for a day? - haha. i don't mind.(:
#14 What are your fears and have you confronted them? - many many. fear of losing him. fear of getting retained. fear of getting really fat. fear of balloons. haha. nope.
#15 Ever blogged about someone that pissed you off and also mentioned their names? - haha. nahh. but i made it obvious though.
#16 Have you made fun of a song by completely changing the lyrics? - ermm...i think so.
#17 Been short on cash when paying for something? - sometimes.
#18 Do you have an autograph from someone famous? - i think so but can't remember where i put it. :/
#19 Made a survey before?- yeah. pw survey.
just came back from dinner.guess who i saw? amandie! :D haha.went church for a short while today then had to rush to yishun for monthly shoot.sigh.but at least i improved.yay! (: hopefully i'll continue to improve.i better be.haha.
anyway i'm really tired of being a dgl.just feel like giving up right now.sigh.i seriously don't see how i can lead the girls closer to God when me myself ain't close to God and i don't think i'm setting a good example for them as well.): but then again it would be very irresponsible of me to just leave them and sigh.they've been really sweet.think they know both me and jing are feeling this way so they're planning for dg outing in the sept hols so that we can just bond and grow closer.sigh.someone please tell me what i should do?
to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH! :D
anyway, vera came to my house just now and she brought me ice coffee.(: haha.the coffee is really good.(: anyway, we talked about a lot of stuff and what she said is really true.one doesn't need to have many close friends, just one or two will do.and i'm glad she's always been there for me despite all odds.(: if you're reading this, THANK YOU SO MUCH! :D I LOVE YOU LOADS! :D heh.went to sing karaoke with her after that.haha.had fun and yup.i enjoyed myself though my singing sucks.(:
hmm...have i really changed? :/ everyone tells me so and yeah i think i did.vera said she didn't dare to tell me for fear that it'll hurt my feelings.haha.i'm a lot more quieter now apparently and less crazy.sigh.i dunno if i can find the old me back but i'll try.
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01. What time is it now? - 11.34 am
02. What are you doing? - downloading songs
03. Thinking of Anyone? - yup.
04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad? - more to the blur side.
05. Why? - cos' i'm still feeling sleepy. :/ yawns...
06. What is the last thing you ate? - fried beehoon.haha.
07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry? - nothing i guess.
08. Whats the last movie that made you cry? - haha.helen the baby fox.
09. Who do you wish to be by your side? - him.
10. Regretted anything in this month? - yeah.
11. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month? - i dunno.
12. Who was the last person you talked to? - my elder bro?
13. Who was the last person you hugged? - my mom i think.(:
14. Who was the last person you sms? - uncle keith
15. What did you dream of today? - i dreamt about some empress thingy last night.can't rmb but i know it's really strange. :/
16. Who can make you laugh? - anyone who's funny? (:
17. Who always takes care of you?- God and my parents
18. Anyone you know is in pain? - myself? haha.
19. What happen? - i'd rather keep it to myself.
20. What do you wanna do before you die? - haven't really thought about it.hopefully i won't die the next day.haha.
21. What song is stuck in your head? - toyko drift by the teriyaki boys.one of the funniest songs i've ever heard.haha.(:
22. What song are you listening now? - nickleback's if everyone cared
23. Worried about anyone? - yeah.
24. What age do you wanna get married? - hopefully 25? haha.
25. How many children do you want? - 2 at least.(:
26. Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon? - europe? aye.i dunno.anywhere as long as i'm with the person i love.(:
27. Any plans in this 2 month? - study and study and more studying! ): oh yes.and complete my irritating pw.
28. Describe a perfect wedding? - haven't thought about it but i want it to be somewhere in the outdoors.(:
29. Describe a perfect Date? - sigh.anything as long as i'm with the guy i love.
30. Where would you like to go for Holiday? - japan? haha.FOOD!
31. Do you play instrument? - haha.recorder? piano with one hand? okay.i'm hopeless when it comes to playing instruments.
32. Do you have a band? - nahh.
33. What songs do you listen to?- mostly rock and sad emo songs.
34. Wish you could die? - nope.not yet.
35. Do you give up easily? - yeah.sometimes.i'm half half.
36. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid? - duh? many many.
37. Do you know anyone that is rude? - yeah.many many too.
38. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done? - not to be revealed.actually it's more like i'm lazy to think.heh.
39. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex? - nah.i dun have an ex yet.haha.
40. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most? - see the previous answer
41. Who do you want to be hugged by? - my bolster.haha.but it hugs me every night.ermm..him then.(:
42. Single or Taken? - ermm..taken i think.
wahh.i'm really bored.haha.(:
02. What are you doing? - downloading songs
03. Thinking of Anyone? - yup.
04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad? - more to the blur side.
05. Why? - cos' i'm still feeling sleepy. :/ yawns...
06. What is the last thing you ate? - fried beehoon.haha.
07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry? - nothing i guess.
08. Whats the last movie that made you cry? - haha.helen the baby fox.
09. Who do you wish to be by your side? - him.
10. Regretted anything in this month? - yeah.
11. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month? - i dunno.
12. Who was the last person you talked to? - my elder bro?
13. Who was the last person you hugged? - my mom i think.(:
14. Who was the last person you sms? - uncle keith
15. What did you dream of today? - i dreamt about some empress thingy last night.can't rmb but i know it's really strange. :/
16. Who can make you laugh? - anyone who's funny? (:
17. Who always takes care of you?- God and my parents
18. Anyone you know is in pain? - myself? haha.
19. What happen? - i'd rather keep it to myself.
20. What do you wanna do before you die? - haven't really thought about it.hopefully i won't die the next day.haha.
21. What song is stuck in your head? - toyko drift by the teriyaki boys.one of the funniest songs i've ever heard.haha.(:
22. What song are you listening now? - nickleback's if everyone cared
23. Worried about anyone? - yeah.
24. What age do you wanna get married? - hopefully 25? haha.
25. How many children do you want? - 2 at least.(:
26. Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon? - europe? aye.i dunno.anywhere as long as i'm with the person i love.(:
27. Any plans in this 2 month? - study and study and more studying! ): oh yes.and complete my irritating pw.
28. Describe a perfect wedding? - haven't thought about it but i want it to be somewhere in the outdoors.(:
29. Describe a perfect Date? - sigh.anything as long as i'm with the guy i love.
30. Where would you like to go for Holiday? - japan? haha.FOOD!
31. Do you play instrument? - haha.recorder? piano with one hand? okay.i'm hopeless when it comes to playing instruments.
32. Do you have a band? - nahh.
33. What songs do you listen to?- mostly rock and sad emo songs.
34. Wish you could die? - nope.not yet.
35. Do you give up easily? - yeah.sometimes.i'm half half.
36. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid? - duh? many many.
37. Do you know anyone that is rude? - yeah.many many too.
38. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done? - not to be revealed.actually it's more like i'm lazy to think.heh.
39. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex? - nah.i dun have an ex yet.haha.
40. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most? - see the previous answer
41. Who do you want to be hugged by? - my bolster.haha.but it hugs me every night.ermm..him then.(:
42. Single or Taken? - ermm..taken i think.
wahh.i'm really bored.haha.(:
Friday, August 25, 2006
dunno why i get so tired easily these few days.sigh.):
anyway, we celebrated teachers' day today.it's how weird lah. :/ doesn't even feel like it.but at least we ended school early and next friday will be a holiday for us.yay! (: rejoice! haha.i wonder why i go to school since i don't have lessons at all while the rest have chinese.haha.see.taking higher chinese has its advantages.(: so cheryl, boon and me spent the two hours doing miss teh's card and i'm proud of our final product.(: we took pains to cut out words and pictures from cleo mag okay.hee.the performance was okay i guess except the balloons part which was highly annoying.i simply hate balloons.i almost killed everyone who were bursting them.so inconsiderate.hmpf.):
went j8 for lunch with the pistol girls' team and keith, ben and rong sheng after that.that keith just can't stop suaning me but i found out something new about him today! he uses handkerchief? haha.super ah pek lah.i couldn't stop laughing when i think about it.heh.(: anyway please tell me who has training after teachers' day? it was damn sad case.eveyone's chilling out and what are we doing? shooting.): haha.thank God coach didn't come today.if he sees my target cards he'll probably just shoot my ass off.sigh.my shooting's just deproving.):
by the way, I LOVE LALEE! :D she rocks my world totally! (: if you're reading this, i meant it from the bottom of my heart okay? i'm glad we're getting closer these days.heh.(:
okay.shall go do maths now.tata.(:
anyway, we celebrated teachers' day today.it's how weird lah. :/ doesn't even feel like it.but at least we ended school early and next friday will be a holiday for us.yay! (: rejoice! haha.i wonder why i go to school since i don't have lessons at all while the rest have chinese.haha.see.taking higher chinese has its advantages.(: so cheryl, boon and me spent the two hours doing miss teh's card and i'm proud of our final product.(: we took pains to cut out words and pictures from cleo mag okay.hee.the performance was okay i guess except the balloons part which was highly annoying.i simply hate balloons.i almost killed everyone who were bursting them.so inconsiderate.hmpf.):
went j8 for lunch with the pistol girls' team and keith, ben and rong sheng after that.that keith just can't stop suaning me but i found out something new about him today! he uses handkerchief? haha.super ah pek lah.i couldn't stop laughing when i think about it.heh.(: anyway please tell me who has training after teachers' day? it was damn sad case.eveyone's chilling out and what are we doing? shooting.): haha.thank God coach didn't come today.if he sees my target cards he'll probably just shoot my ass off.sigh.my shooting's just deproving.):
by the way, I LOVE LALEE! :D she rocks my world totally! (: if you're reading this, i meant it from the bottom of my heart okay? i'm glad we're getting closer these days.heh.(:
okay.shall go do maths now.tata.(:
Thursday, August 24, 2006
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blogger was down yesterday so i couldn't blog.): anyway ytd was just very strange.i met all kinds of weird people.early in the morning i took the lift with this man whom i've never seen in my whole entire life, supposedly living in the same block as me.and man.i swore his eyes were popping out. :/ seriously.it totally freaked me out.haha.then after school went town and saw this man who looked like he just crawled out from some rubbish bin.okay this is very mean but yeah.he walks without swinging his arms? so strange.oh yes.and there's also this ah pek wearing some funny funny sunglasses. :/ haha.
played frisbee for two hours today.damn shiok.(: haha.think all of us have turned into frisbee fanatics.heh.(: but i realised i'm getting darker which is bad news cos' i'll look like a malay.): anyway our dearest mr poh treated us ice-cream today.yay! :D i realised all our teachers are kind souls except for you know who.oh.and guess what? there are people who really think that i'm his daughter lah. "Are you really mr poh's daughter?" wahhh.freaking annoying.): thanks to ESMOND HWEE who goes around spreading all these nonsense.i swear i am going to kill him.haha.
gonna go eat dinner now and do maths tutorial after that.(: bye!
terrified again of not loving,
of loving and not loving you,
of being loved and not by you.
if you do not love me
i shall not be loved;
if i do not love you
i shall not love.
played frisbee for two hours today.damn shiok.(: haha.think all of us have turned into frisbee fanatics.heh.(: but i realised i'm getting darker which is bad news cos' i'll look like a malay.): anyway our dearest mr poh treated us ice-cream today.yay! :D i realised all our teachers are kind souls except for you know who.oh.and guess what? there are people who really think that i'm his daughter lah. "Are you really mr poh's daughter?" wahhh.freaking annoying.): thanks to ESMOND HWEE who goes around spreading all these nonsense.i swear i am going to kill him.haha.
gonna go eat dinner now and do maths tutorial after that.(: bye!
terrified again of not loving,
of loving and not loving you,
of being loved and not by you.
if you do not love me
i shall not be loved;
if i do not love you
i shall not love.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
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phew.chem spa was quite easy.haha.and i didn't do the experiment at all? just pluck in my own figures.(: so i finished it within 20 min and the rest of the time i played with my graphic calculator.haha.
oh.today cheryl taught me how to play the intro for "what sarah said".it's damn nice but it's a super morbid song.): haha.and this sweet little girl wrote me a cute little card.(: i'm touched. :D
but I’m thinking of what sarah said
that love is watching someone die
so who’s gonna watch you die?
why will love be watching someone die? hmmm..
oh.today cheryl taught me how to play the intro for "what sarah said".it's damn nice but it's a super morbid song.): haha.and this sweet little girl wrote me a cute little card.(: i'm touched. :D
but I’m thinking of what sarah said
that love is watching someone die
so who’s gonna watch you die?
why will love be watching someone die? hmmm..
Monday, August 21, 2006
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my week just got off with a bad start.sigh.early in the morning i have no idea how but i just slammed the door on my fingers.): now my middle finger is swollen.perhaps it's my punishment for swearing ytd.
maths test was quite bad.haha.i'll be surprised if i pass but hopefully i will.don't want to get another 1/20 again.haha.that was quite comical actually.the worse thing was i had to help give out the papers from the highest to the lowest and mine was the very last one.mr poh just had to be so cruel.): hopefully mine will not be the bottom one this time round.(:
i think it's time to be happier.(: doug told me ytd that i looked very disturbed.hmm...do i? haha.thought i was smiling all the time.oh well.but he's very nice.(: tried to cheer me up with all his lame jokes.though they are extremely lame but yeah he just never fails to make me laugh.(: and i realised it's been ages ever since i've talked to him.but in the end i fell asleep without saying goodnight.whoops?
after school, studied in the library with cheryl for a while then met up with ziwei to eat.his treat since he owed me money.(: talked a lot but i got a little emotional and i just had to cry in front of him.malu shit.but he managed to make me laugh."you can cry on my shoulders if you want.i've got muscular arms." haha.stoopid guy.constantly trying to show off his toned arms like whatever.i don't care k.haha.=P and since we are singtel buddies, he has kindly reserved some sms for me so i can just bug him like crazy.yay.haha.(:
it's just amazing how God puts these people in my life.people who care for me and bring joy into my life.at least i know that i'm not alone.it makes me feel a lot better and i'm extremely thankful for them.(: and yes, ziwei if you are reading this, i'm motivated to study now not because i want to marry a fat rich and dying husband but because i don't want to disappoint the many people who care for me which includes you lah.(: BUT please do not get big-headed and think you're so important ya? haha.kidding. :D
okie dokes.i'm going to study right now and try my best to focus.yes focus! i can do it! (:
tata.
everlasting
your light will shine when all else fades
never ending
your glory goes beyond all fame
and the cry of my heart
is to give you praise
from the inside out
Lord, my soul cries out, Lord.
maths test was quite bad.haha.i'll be surprised if i pass but hopefully i will.don't want to get another 1/20 again.haha.that was quite comical actually.the worse thing was i had to help give out the papers from the highest to the lowest and mine was the very last one.mr poh just had to be so cruel.): hopefully mine will not be the bottom one this time round.(:
i think it's time to be happier.(: doug told me ytd that i looked very disturbed.hmm...do i? haha.thought i was smiling all the time.oh well.but he's very nice.(: tried to cheer me up with all his lame jokes.though they are extremely lame but yeah he just never fails to make me laugh.(: and i realised it's been ages ever since i've talked to him.but in the end i fell asleep without saying goodnight.whoops?
after school, studied in the library with cheryl for a while then met up with ziwei to eat.his treat since he owed me money.(: talked a lot but i got a little emotional and i just had to cry in front of him.malu shit.but he managed to make me laugh."you can cry on my shoulders if you want.i've got muscular arms." haha.stoopid guy.constantly trying to show off his toned arms like whatever.i don't care k.haha.=P and since we are singtel buddies, he has kindly reserved some sms for me so i can just bug him like crazy.yay.haha.(:
it's just amazing how God puts these people in my life.people who care for me and bring joy into my life.at least i know that i'm not alone.it makes me feel a lot better and i'm extremely thankful for them.(: and yes, ziwei if you are reading this, i'm motivated to study now not because i want to marry a fat rich and dying husband but because i don't want to disappoint the many people who care for me which includes you lah.(: BUT please do not get big-headed and think you're so important ya? haha.kidding. :D
okie dokes.i'm going to study right now and try my best to focus.yes focus! i can do it! (:
tata.
everlasting
your light will shine when all else fades
never ending
your glory goes beyond all fame
and the cry of my heart
is to give you praise
from the inside out
Lord, my soul cries out, Lord.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i'm just fucking frustrated.
why should i be so affected when you don't give a damn?
why should i think so much when you can't be bothered to?
i detest the word "but".
"i love you but...."
why but? sigh.
reconciliation or seperation? i really don't know.i guess i'll just leave it to God.
totally crushed.
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why should i be so affected when you don't give a damn?
why should i think so much when you can't be bothered to?
i detest the word "but".
"i love you but...."
why but? sigh.
reconciliation or seperation? i really don't know.i guess i'll just leave it to God.
totally crushed.
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100% ytd was a rather emotional one.i cried because somehow God just touched my heart and i realised how sinful i am.once again i was reminded of his unfailing love for me and i'm so ever grateful for that. :D
you are my God my life my all
and i live for you alone
i am yours evermore
heaven and earth will shout your praise
the wonder of your name
i'll proclaim evermore...
maybe it's time to just live for God alone and no one else.
you are my God my life my all
and i live for you alone
i am yours evermore
heaven and earth will shout your praise
the wonder of your name
i'll proclaim evermore...
maybe it's time to just live for God alone and no one else.
Friday, August 18, 2006
i'm too tired to blog but shall update a little about today.
ran 3 rounds and played captain's ball for training.PHEW.gone were the 40 storey thingy.thank God.haha.(: at least i won't have to commit suicide.=P
went town with yy, tiff, clarence and gerard after training.on the way there, "quarrelled" with hong chin and as usual i won.(: stupid guy.just wouldn't admit that he can't beat me when it comes to arguing.haha.
yawns.i shall sleep now.goodnights.
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ran 3 rounds and played captain's ball for training.PHEW.gone were the 40 storey thingy.thank God.haha.(: at least i won't have to commit suicide.=P
went town with yy, tiff, clarence and gerard after training.on the way there, "quarrelled" with hong chin and as usual i won.(: stupid guy.just wouldn't admit that he can't beat me when it comes to arguing.haha.
yawns.i shall sleep now.goodnights.
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this is so vexing.i'm sitting in the library now trying to rush my written report.): seriously pw just suck the life out of me.argh.and thinking i've to climb 40 storeys later for physical training, i can just jump down the building and die at this instant.
at least the air-con here is good.my source of comfort.haha.
one more day to 100%...yay! :D
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I'm still here- Vertical Horizon
I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Still here
Seeing the ashes in my heart
The smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember
I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here
at least the air-con here is good.my source of comfort.haha.
one more day to 100%...yay! :D
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I'm still here- Vertical Horizon
I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Still here
Seeing the ashes in my heart
The smile the widest
When I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I tried to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place
But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
Maybe tonight
It's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today
It's gonna be okay
I will remember
I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away
Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive
The cities grow
The rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here
Thursday, August 17, 2006
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whee! i've found another sport that i love.frisbee! :D haha.it's damn fun.played for 3 hours today?
legs are aching like mad but i'm still feeling happy.good sign.(:
legs are aching like mad but i'm still feeling happy.good sign.(:
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
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i want to cut my hair!
okay.shall go cut tmr.(:
sigh.trying to do my stupid EOM draft 2.PW is just so annoying.taking up so much of my studying time.):
i'm afraid
afraid that the day will come very soon
the day that i've to let you go.
okay.shall go cut tmr.(:
sigh.trying to do my stupid EOM draft 2.PW is just so annoying.taking up so much of my studying time.):
i'm afraid
afraid that the day will come very soon
the day that i've to let you go.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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i just realised it's been ages ever since i've laughed out loud.seriously.it just felt great. :D
went ya kun after lessons with boon and cheryl and we started reminiscing the past.talked about funny and embarrassing moments.(: i shall not say mine cos it's so maluating.heh.(: think cheryl's the funniest man.her sister flushed an apple down the toilet bowl and she didn't know so she went to shit.in the end she couldn't flush her shit down because the apple's stuck inside.instead, everything overflowed lah.gosh.it was super disgusting and her poor sister had to help her clean up while she stood aside and laughed.we just burst out laughing.it's super funny.(: i laughed til i cried.haha.boon has another story to tell.she remembered when feline was primary one, she sat beside this girl (can't rmb her name) and found out that something kept dripping from her pocket.guess what? it was an ice-cream lah.then the girl said because she couldn't finish it during recess so she kept it in her pocket so she can finish it after school.haha.so cute right? (:
oh yes.not to forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUTHFI AND YOKES! :D
yay! no training tmr.(: shall go shopping with the two.(:
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julian-waking ashland
I will wait for you if you promise you will try
So please will you whisper to my head all your plans
I wanna understand
And why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always crying
to me, you never see
Just be honest with me
The seasons all change but my love stayed the same
And so I knew
Would you be my tomorrow?
Or better tomorrow what do you say?
She runs away
But why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always cryingto me, you never see
Just be honest with...
I'm still waiting for you
Why can't she wait for me?
Two birds flying over
They're getting tired just like me
Just like me
And why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always crying
to me, you never see
Just be honest with me
i'm addicted to this song.it's sad but nice.
went ya kun after lessons with boon and cheryl and we started reminiscing the past.talked about funny and embarrassing moments.(: i shall not say mine cos it's so maluating.heh.(: think cheryl's the funniest man.her sister flushed an apple down the toilet bowl and she didn't know so she went to shit.in the end she couldn't flush her shit down because the apple's stuck inside.instead, everything overflowed lah.gosh.it was super disgusting and her poor sister had to help her clean up while she stood aside and laughed.we just burst out laughing.it's super funny.(: i laughed til i cried.haha.boon has another story to tell.she remembered when feline was primary one, she sat beside this girl (can't rmb her name) and found out that something kept dripping from her pocket.guess what? it was an ice-cream lah.then the girl said because she couldn't finish it during recess so she kept it in her pocket so she can finish it after school.haha.so cute right? (:
oh yes.not to forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUTHFI AND YOKES! :D
yay! no training tmr.(: shall go shopping with the two.(:
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julian-waking ashland
I will wait for you if you promise you will try
So please will you whisper to my head all your plans
I wanna understand
And why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always crying
to me, you never see
Just be honest with me
The seasons all change but my love stayed the same
And so I knew
Would you be my tomorrow?
Or better tomorrow what do you say?
She runs away
But why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always cryingto me, you never see
Just be honest with...
I'm still waiting for you
Why can't she wait for me?
Two birds flying over
They're getting tired just like me
Just like me
And why you running?
You're always running
Is it me you don't see?
But I'm still trying
You're always crying
to me, you never see
Just be honest with me
i'm addicted to this song.it's sad but nice.
Monday, August 14, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006
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dg time was okay.just that everyone seemed exceptionally quiet today.there's like a sense of tension in the room. :/ haha.maybe cos of jiayun and shengjia sitting in but we still had a good time of sharing.(: yup.i'm glad that some of them opened up with problems they faced and in a way we can encourage and help one another.(:
talked to him a little after church.he thought i was crying so he came to ask whether i was okay.haha.i didn't cry lah but he insisted that i did.strange. :/ oh well.but i'm glad we're still on talking terms.at least things aren't that bad.(:
talked to him a little after church.he thought i was crying so he came to ask whether i was okay.haha.i didn't cry lah but he insisted that i did.strange. :/ oh well.but i'm glad we're still on talking terms.at least things aren't that bad.(:
19 august 2006.let us give our 100% to God. :D
Saturday, August 12, 2006
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just finished talking to teckjin.was giving him some suggestions we came up with during mtm for dgm.at least he doesn't have to struggle so much with it anymore.haha.(: then we just digressed a lot.talked about dgs, subjects, results, china scholars etc.haha.practically everything to do with school.it was fun talking to him.yup.(:
yawns.i'm getting sleepy.
goodnights!
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yawns.i'm getting sleepy.
goodnights!
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studied with nathan for a short while.i guess it was unproductive cos we're just not in the studying mood and the environment was a little too noisy.haha.and i discovered that he is super pro in econs.future economist.good.can certainly help me in that.(: and yay.he's gg to invite me for his future wedding.yes! good food! (: okok.but it's good to see them so in love and ya having such a strong relationship.(: enviness.haha.i can only dream about that for now. :/
went for mtm after that and i'm glad i did.had a time of sharing and managed to get updated with what's going on currently.yup.talked to hilmay for a while and prayed.she just couldn't see why i could be so gracious.haha.i guess that's the way i am.sigh.and it's definitely not a good thing.):
gg out for dinner now.bye.
went for mtm after that and i'm glad i did.had a time of sharing and managed to get updated with what's going on currently.yup.talked to hilmay for a while and prayed.she just couldn't see why i could be so gracious.haha.i guess that's the way i am.sigh.and it's definitely not a good thing.):
gg out for dinner now.bye.
Friday, August 11, 2006
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wanted to go see fireworks but decided not to.too tired.): and i guess it'll be very crowded.
yawns.
might be studying with nathan tmr.
yawns.
might be studying with nathan tmr.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
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cj's way of celebrating national day is just plain retarded.i dun see a point in walking all the way to mcRitchie reservoir then go home.i'd rather just watch a stupid concert and rot. :/ anyway class outing after that was fun.(: i'm glad i finally went for one.whoops? :D haha.went to eat at seoul garden.yum yum.tho i didn't eat much but still the food is good.(:
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all-
i'm carried in everlasting arms
you'll never let me go
through it all-
Sunday, August 06, 2006
060806
yay.finished my korean show.(: happy ending.(: i love happy endings.(: how nice it would be to have every love story end happily.sigh.
will mine be a happy ending?
anyway hilmay gave me a very very belated birthday present.haha.very sweet of her.(: her words just never fail to encourage me and i really thank God for her. :D
back to studying.bye.
how i long to have you back in my arms again but i know it's all wishing thinking.
i guess i can only have you in my dreams...
will mine be a happy ending?
anyway hilmay gave me a very very belated birthday present.haha.very sweet of her.(: her words just never fail to encourage me and i really thank God for her. :D
back to studying.bye.
how i long to have you back in my arms again but i know it's all wishing thinking.
i guess i can only have you in my dreams...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
050806
i'm addicted to my korean show.7 more episodes to go.(: mom wouldn't allow me to watch so i'd have to watch it secretly.shhh..(: haha.the guy's quite good looking and the girl's very sweet.perfect couple.(: new eye candies.(:
somehow watching this show made me feel very sad.
why why why
have to go do my chem tutorial now.
would you save the last dance for me?
somehow watching this show made me feel very sad.
why why why
have to go do my chem tutorial now.
would you save the last dance for me?
Friday, August 04, 2006
040806
dunno why i'm feeling so extremely tired today when i actually slept at 10 last night? sigh.HORRORS.pimple outbreak and ugly eyebags.): anyway studied for 2 hours during my 5 hours break today and i guess it was quite an achievement.*clap clap clap* then the other 3 hours you can guess.yup slack and eat.haha.that's what i do best.(: then i fell aslp during econs tutorial.felt quite bad but she doesn't even care.oh well.had econs lecture case study test after that and as usual i didn't study.haha.so i couldn't do the test.i have myself to blame.lalala...
i'm going to mug like hell this weekend.i swear.
will you come back to me?
i'm going to mug like hell this weekend.i swear.
will you come back to me?
Thursday, August 03, 2006
030806
watched helen the baby fox.wahhh.it's super sad.cried buckets of water.): the fox is damn cute seriously and the boy is damn cute too.haha.he has super chubby cheeks and huge ears! oh yes.and he skatesboard! cool huh? i'm in love with him! :D
daadeedeedum...(:
anyway the theatre we're in was in bad condition.it stinks man.like something's burning.and the chairs are basically rocking chairs.sue lido! haha.but that's not the worst.some inconsiderate woman didn't switch her phone to silent mode so it rang at the saddest moment.she picked it up and went "HELLO?" super loudly.how anti-climax can? but it was quite funny so we ended up crying and laughing and rocking.hahaha.(:
i still can't stop thinking about you.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
0208006
pictures taken on speech day.(:
whee! happy moments! :D
my most loved partner!! yueqi!! :D
i miss 4s1. ):
anyway, i did a good deed today.donated one buck.haha.better than nothing right? (: yay! boon has agreed to lend me korean dvd.happiness.(: i can forget about studying this weekend.heh.hmm..let see.nothing significant about today.wait.yes.there's cannibalism and it's the grossiest thing i've ever read.yuck.how can anyone severe one's ermm..sexual organ and eat it with garlic? sick shit man.after eating together, the guy just killed the other guy and eat him up.how retarded.argh.
i'm damn tired.feel sickish now.lots of work to do today but i'm gg to sleep for now.bye.(:
whee! happy moments! :D
my most loved partner!! yueqi!! :D
i miss 4s1. ):
anyway, i did a good deed today.donated one buck.haha.better than nothing right? (: yay! boon has agreed to lend me korean dvd.happiness.(: i can forget about studying this weekend.heh.hmm..let see.nothing significant about today.wait.yes.there's cannibalism and it's the grossiest thing i've ever read.yuck.how can anyone severe one's ermm..sexual organ and eat it with garlic? sick shit man.after eating together, the guy just killed the other guy and eat him up.how retarded.argh.
i'm damn tired.feel sickish now.lots of work to do today but i'm gg to sleep for now.bye.(:
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